I'll show you the dark side- a kylo ren fan fiction

Where have i been brought to?

/A/N THIS IS MY FIRST FANFICTION SO WHOEVER MAY READ THIS MAY THE FORCE BE WITH YOU AND I HOPE YOU ENJOY THIS AS MUCH AS I DID WRITING IT- ALEXIS/
As I slowly woke up in a unfamiliar surrounding I tried to adjust my eyes to the bright light which was shining down on myself. Once I adjusted slightly I could see a dark outline of a figure, sure I may have been training to be a padawan however that didn't go to say that I should have been abducted by a mysterious man in a mask as I was undercover as a civilian. Little did I know that person would be Kylo Ren, the leader of the dark side where my alliance truly lay however I tried to suppress that feeling because I knew it is a bad way to express the force. I was pulled out of my train of thoughts as I heard a startling monotone voice, it was Kylo he snapped "who are you and how did you end up on Jakku?" I looked at him in confusion then realised what he was asking I replied softly "why should I tell you when you are intimidating me with that mask of yours?" I heard a small release of air as he slowly and grudgingly pulled the helmet off his face and asked again "who are you and how did you end up on Jakku?" This time in a much softer tone so I replied "I am a nobody who was there looking for a way to join the first order" he has a look of confusion spread across his face then he realises what i have said then replied "well then what's your name" so i reply "Eva" but little did he know that you were force sensitive as he gave a small chuckle and you could see it in his eyes that he was oblivious. He said "well then Eva your stormtrooper training starts two days from now and I will be observing it." I knew I  need a long rest from the trading that awaited, but little did i know that i would be sharing kylo's quarters because of a lack of space for my own quarters.
As i woke in Kylo's quarters I soon realise he is trying to probe my mind so I quickly shut him out with ease but acted as if i struggled to block him out as you have several thoughts of how beautiful he is which you can't stop thinking about despite the fact he is right infront of me and if he was to find out then I would be executed immediately which i knew you could not afford as you need to advance in the powers of the force.
However, also want to be back home with my family which you know very little about except for one person, Eve as she was also force sensitive and was training with me to become a Jedi until she was killed by the very darkness which overcame me and your force within me.  It was her death which had turned me and you swore that I would make her proud and right now I were doing the complete opposite but i couldn't help who I am and what i believed. I had those thoughts as i slowly drifted off to sleep in Kylo's arms as i had been crying without realising. Her death affected my mental state more than you ever knew and i didn't want to lose Kylo either. 
Right now Kylo was the closest i had to family, the closest i had to anyone to understanding me, I  could tell the moment i first saw him, i saw the pain in his eyes as he took off his menacing helmet and showed the dark brown eyes which you found so kind and loving despite the fact that his temper was overly short and would affect my every move in the future to come as I realise I am becoming a harder to turn back to the light side when I already know the strength of the dark side which is rooted within my soul and my mind. It was too late now, I was awake, startled when something or someone wakes me from my deep slumber.

/AN: SO GUYS TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK OF THIS SO FAR AND I HOPE YOU WILL COME TO LIKE THIS AND THANK YOU IF YOU READ THIS/