2/2/16
Its hard wanting to keep a smile on your face. Its hard trying your best and getting no recognition in return. Its hard being in a house filled with negativity. Its hard being surrounded by the things you don't have. Its hard having to act like a different person depending on your peers.Its hard going from being the smartest to the slowest. Its hard having the people you love taken from you. Its hard having something hold you back from the things you so badly want to do. Its hard being around people who doubt you. Its hard feeling like a disappointment. Its hard trying to balance all things at once while still maintaining composure. Its hard being surrounded by a bunch of yes's when your just one big no. Its hard living in a constant state of regret. Its hard not ever given the chance to go to that certain place you know would make everything worth wild. Its hard dealing with life. But what can you do? Publish a story and complain about it.
Many of this might not make sense to whoever you are that is reading this. Its up for interpretation but i am the only one who truly understands the words.
