Chapter: 27

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Andy's POV
I watched through the tiny window of the hospital, watching Rachael, she just sat there and stared at the wall blankly. I eventually walked in and startled her.
"I'm guessing you heard about CC." I said scratching my head, I've been doing that a lot recently.
She didn't answer. She just sat there still staring at the wall.
"Ummm, I heard about your all' fight." I said sitting down in the chair next to her. She didn't turn or blink or anything, all she did was grab my hand and whispered one thing,
"I'm sorry." Then she burst into tears. I hugged her and held her. She was so crushed about CC, she feels it's her fault, it's not, it's nobody's fault.
"Shhhhhh, sweetie it's fine. Look, look at me." I said holding her face up. Her face was stained with tears and her eyes were red.
"Dad's here." With that she cried more and crawled into my lap.
"You know that CC was trying to compliment you earlier, he liked the side of your face with no makeup, he just didn't understand what you would think." I said rubbing her back.
-that was a week ago-
Now Rachael stays in her room. We tried to get her out but she won't leave her bed. We were going to break down her door but decided against it as it won't do anything. She hasn't been eating and hopefully not cutting but we don't know. Tonight when she is asleep me and Ashley are going to pick the door open and set a camera in there, that way we will know. I don't believe she has been cutting but we have heard her singing songs like, "Lost boy", "Sally's song", "famous last words", "savior", "lost it all", and millions of other sad songs.

CC is still in a coma, a little funny, our Coma is in a coma.

Rachael's POV
I sat on the bay window and looked out at the storm. When I was little I was scared of storms, I was scared of the noises and lightning. Now I love storms, mainly because, it lets me know that the heavens cry once in a while too. I was singing "Lost Boy" by Ruth B. It reminded me of CC, he was my peterpan, I miss him and I feel so bad for not understanding the situation. No, I haven't been cutting, I've been singing. It helps me to sing so that's what I do. I haven't eaten in the three days I've been home. I'm only coming out when they say we are going to visit CC. I miss my little Coma, sadly he's in a coma. I looked back out of the window, wishing Peter pan would come save me.
-That Night-
I changed into my pajamas and looked in the mirror, I was fat, good thing I'm not eating. I got into bed and soon fell into a dreamless sleep.

Ashley's POV
A little while after he heard Rachael get in her bed we went to her door. Andy borrowed a hair pin from Juliet and handed it over to me. I quietly jiggled the lock with it and it soon the door opened with a creaking noise. We backed away and stood laying against the wall beside her door. After a few minutes we looked in and Rachael was sleeping in bed. He tip toed in her room and first started looking for any drugs, none found, that's good. Next we looked for any blades or sharp objects, one blade was found so I put it in my pocket. I would flush it but it might wake her up. Next we set up the camera in a corner of her room that's dark so she wouldn't be able to see the microscopic thing. Luckily we didn't need a chair or anything cause of Andy and his Gazelle legs.

After that I was about to go out the door when Andy was by her bed, slowly peeling back the covers to see a skeleton of what was once our little Rachael. He checked her legs, wrist, stomach, and found no new cuts. Then he looked at me with tears in his eyes. He quickly covered her up and quietly sprinted out of the room making sure to lock the door behind us.

"Andy!" I whisper shouted. He turned around with glassy eyes and tears threatening to break that glass, then he turned back and ran to his and Juliet's room. I softly opened the door to find Andy on the floor with Juliet beside him trying to comfort him. Juliet looked at me and left the room. I walked over to him and sat Indian style in front of him.
"Andy, why are you crying? She had no cuts just a blade." I asked. He lifted his head up with a sob and looked me straight in the eyes.
"Then that's the blade that CC found and used." He said quietly. I then understood.

Rachael's POV
I randomly woke up in the middle of the night hearing sobs coming from dad's room. I quietly got up and walked to the door, I haven't been out for three days, but dad... I opened the door and quietly walked down the hall to dad's room. I pressed my ear to his cold door and heard sobs. I opened the door, quietly as possible and walked in. Ashley was in there too.
"Juliet please not right now." Said Ashley. Andy picked his head up and screamed my name, "Rachael!" He screamed running to me. He gave me a hug and picked me up in the process. He walked to the middle of the room and Ashley screamed into the hall way, "RACHAEL IS OUT OF HER ROOM!" Soon everybody came to join the hug until Jake walked in and looked at me.
"You need food." Those three words, part of the reason I didn't want to walk out of my room.
"No I don't, I can go a few more days." I said crossing my arms.
"No you can't, you'll die." He said standing closer and uncrossing my arms.
"Why would you care? I'm the reason that CC is in a fucking coma! The reason that you can't make music right now, the reason why you can't help but cry when you even hear the letter C!" I screamed. Everybody backed away. I finally fucked up, they finally know I'm not broken, but shattered and not able to fix. I tried to run but someone grabbed my arm, I looked up, It was

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