Lovesick |NamJin

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"Cut"

Bangtan Sonyeondan's video director declared the end of the shooting and after three long hours of working nonstop, the boys could finally get some rest. Jin and Suga let themselves fall onto the floor. They were exhausted but couldn't go home yet. After the break there'll be a short interview and that night, they'll have to practice for the new album.

After 'The most beautiful moment in life' BTS became so famous around the world, that their company' CEO decided to produce a third album at the speed of light.

"Hyung hyung~" Taehyung started pulling Seokjin by the sleeves of his sweater, whining like usual.

"Jjinja...Tae can you please go bother someone else?" grumbled the oldest rubbing his eyes and yawning. The little mushroom, this is how Jin started to call the younger, puffed and looked around to find something entertaining to do. That's when he spotted Jungkook and Jimin torturing J-Hope in his sleep and decided to join them. Jin sighed in relief, now he could finally take a short nap. He shutted his eyes and loosened up, listening to the sounds around him. They were shooting in a lovely place, away from the big cities and immersed in the nature. It was such a peaceful place.

"Yah, Seokjin-hyung!" an husky voice called out for him and Jin didn't hesitate one bit before opening up his eyes and locking them in Namjoon's dark orbs.

"Yes?" he asked with a soft sleepy voice. The blond grinned and reached out for the holder's hand "I wanna show you something but...be quiet or everyone will follow us!" Jin nodded slightly and smiled complicit, standing up and following the young leader. Only when they started running and laughing, Seokjin realized that Namjoon was still holding onto his hand. He blushed cutely.

The honey brown haired boy has always been in love with his friend. Since the first day in Big Hit's dance practice room, but he never had the courage to confess his feelings. Rap Monster was always busy checking on the members, composing tracks and lyrics with Suga for the following albums, not to mention practicing. Every time seemed to not be the right time to confess. Besides that...how could he confess to his closest friend that he was gay? That he loved him?

Also, the contract forbide any kind of relationship so...the world seemed to be against everything that the 23 years old was feeling for the other boy.
However, in that very moment Namjoon was right beside him, holding his hand and looking at the blue lake shimmering in front of them with a huge smile.

"Namj-"

"Seok-"

They started unison and both chuckled as they cut each other off. They kept staring one another for a while and finally, Seokjin found the courage to tell the truth.

"Namjoon I...I'd like to...to..." the oldest was trying to find the words and the strength to confess his feelings by looking straight into the blond's eyes. He started panicking as the youngest took a few step ahead.

"I don't really know how to say this but..." he took a deep breath "... Ivefeelingsforyou" he utters leaving Namjoon dumbfounded.

"What did you say?" asked the blond a bit confused. He probably didn't catch a word since Seokjin spoke that quickly.

"I..." Jin gulped loudly and walked closer to his dearest friend. He was shaking profusely but he had to do it, he needed to.

"Namjoon...Namjoon I think... I love you" he confessed shutting his eyes to not be able to see the younger's reaction. In that very moment everything seemed to stop for Seokjin, Rap Monster wasn't answering and the silence was so deafening that Namjoon could have already left.

"Hyung..." no, the blond was still there in front of him. He took Jin's hands in his owns and pulled them away from the older's eyes. Namjoon gave him his best smile "I thought you'd never say it" he whispered.

"Did you know?" the brown haired boy looked at the younger in surprise, but the latter shook his head. He didn't know, he just hoped he said.

"I love you too Seokjin...I've always had" he says stroking his hyung's hair and leaning closer. Their lips were inches apart and both of them felt pretty hot. Jin could feel his cheeks heat up as he closed his eyes, ready to dove into a passionate kiss with the person he loved the most in his entire life. He could finally feel the warmth of Namjoon's lips brushing on his, he could taste his flavour...

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"Seokjin-hyung..." Jin smiled once more before leaning a bit more and crashing their lips together.
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"Hyung..."
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"Hyung?"

Namjoon's voice got clearer at the third call and Seokjin finally opened his eyes. He sat up quickly, feeling somehow embarrassed by that whole situation.

"Are you okay?" asked the blond with a worried look.

"Y-yeah w-why shouldn't I?" 

"Because when I came to check on you, you were burning like hell! We were all really worried Jin-hyung" he explained. Seokjin widened his eyes and looked around. That was his bedroom. So that was...only a dream? he thinks quite disappointed and saddened.

He probably got..."sick" Namjoon explained turning towards the night table and stirring the medicine with a silver tea spoon. Seokjin stared at him and when the youngest realized it, he smiled. 'Those cute dimples and that eye smile will never be mine, am I right?' Jin thought smiling back at him.

Yeah I'm pretty sure I'm sick Namjoon...

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...I'm sick since the day I've fallen in love with you.


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[Notes]

I know I know, this chapter is pretty cheesy but... It came up while I was listening to a love song so...it had to be haha xD Hopefully the next one will be longer and better! ♥ 

Still don't know the couple...aish

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