Dear diary

Entry 1

Dear diary,
Today was kinda of a slow day but yet it went by fast. It just that something had happened. I used to have a crush on this boy jake. But now my bestfriend Jael likes him. But I liked him a long time ago so I don't care. I started to like this boy named Anthony. But I'm not so sure anymore. So today me and my friend Jael wanted to see who could get jakes attention if we pretend fought. Of course I set myself up for failure but this was for her not me. He in the end payed attention to her. And then another guy. And another and another. Soon the whole class of boys was on her side and checking on her and flirting. And I'm over here sad because I didn't realize how every boy doesn't really like me and doesn't see me as cute or funny or a good friend. They saw me as Jael bestfriend and they would ask me about her. Just like the movie the duff. It's like now I'm not sure if anyone likes me even as a friend now. No matter how sad I was no one cared. No one noticed. No one questioned. They just went to the girl faking it for attention and not the girl who is really sad on the inside.