Lost In Thought (AU)

Lost in Thought

WARNING!!! EXTREME FLUFF!!!

It was therapeutic, really.

Walking around this maze they call Ikea. With our hands intertwined, Berwald continued to guide me through the zig zagging pathways, only stopping at points to pull me over whenever something caught his eye.

While we kept a steady pace, I leaned against my tall boyfriends arm with a heavy sigh. I felt him bend over and kiss my hair, making me smile.

"Wh't's wr'ng?" He asked me as he pulled me into one of the many decorated cubes. This one was a kitchen design. No one was around at the moment so I complied and sat down across from him at the island. I buried my face into my hands and groaned.

"Life's just hard right now, Ber."

He reached over and took a hand away from my face, lacing my fingers with his.

"T'll me ab't it."

I sighed, yet again, looking around the kitchen. I've been holding it in for so long that I didn't even know how to explain it. But he was patient with me, letting me try to find the right words for all the pain I've been going through. With a reluctant sigh, I started to speak.

"Its just that..." I began. "Oh...I don't know! I just feel like everything is against me right now. Hurdle after hurdle after hurdle, I keep picking myself up only to fall back down. And each problem I come across makes me fall harder. Everyone expects so much from me and just believes I should be able to handle all of this, but I can't. Ber, I just can't."

Berwald stroked my hand with his thumb and sighed. "All th's str'ss is g'tting to you, 'nd you d'dn't even b'ther to tell me.

"I know, Ber. But you have your own problems and I didn't want to-"

"Min kära, there's two of us."

I don't know why, but when he said that, I broke down. Ugly sobs escaped my throat as Berwald traveled to my side of the island and gathered me into a strong embrace. By this time, people had started to walk by. Some started to whisper about us, but their idle gossip was quickly silenced by Berwald's glare.

My cries were reduced to sniffles as I looked up at my boyfriend. His gentle sea foam eyes looked at me with absolute adoration. He leaned down and let a butterfly kiss land on my forehead. I laughed softly before snuggling into his embrace.

"Thank you for telling me that, Ber. I'm sorry I forgot."

"T'lling you jag älskar dig isn't a task, min kära. You j'st needed to be reminded th't."

I smiled warmly before leaning up to plant a kiss on his lips.

"I'm glad I fell in love with you."

"Hnn..."

"...."

"....."

"C'n we look at more furniture now?"

"Haha, of course."

Min Kära: My darling
Jag alskär dig: I love you

Gaahh, it's so fluffy i can fall asleep on it!!! Sweden is a bit ooc but yeah. Also i got lazy with his way of speaking, so plz bear with it >3< my sis didn't like this so i'm not so proud of this one. I hope you liked it though!!!!