*chapter 1*
Do you ever have that feeling deep down in your heart that you love one person so much that you can't even explain? Thats my situation right now.
"Nicole wake up its time for school!" My mom yells to me from down stairs. I wake up., sadly. And go take a shower and do my hair and brush my teeth and stuff.
I put my hair over to the side and curl my bangs. I out on my favorite purple off the shoulder shirt with a light pair of skinny jeans and a pair of slides. And I go down stairs for breakfast.
I eat then Im off to school... Oh joy 😒
But before we get to school... Remember that question I asked you in the beginning? That whole question is about 2 different guys for me... Well the first guy... Jon he is sweet and really cute and a good boyfriend but then I have Lukas hes a player but yet hes my best friend also... He uses girls and gets rid of them after. I dont understand why but I like him a little. And i feel stupid for it because I love Jon and he loves me I think.. But yeah. So now i go off to school..
*SCHOOL*
Turns out i was wrong about Jon he isn't sweet he isn't anything I said. He is lying cheat and a player!
When you walk into school you expect to see people rushing to get to class and stuff... Thats not what I saw. No I walk to my locker and there is something well 2 something's blocking my locker. Jon and the schools main hoe Davianna! I look at both of them like they are crazy but they just keep making out on top of my damn locker!
*Clears throat and tries to make them notice me* "JON?!?!?!" I say screaming at the top of my lungs. He breaks their kiss and stared deeply into my eyes. Normally i stare right back with a loving gaze np but this time my gaze was full of hate. I hate Jon! Im never talking to him again! I cant believe I wasted 6 months with him!
I cant wait until summer only 2 more days until i can get the hell out of this school for a few months.
*4:00 pm after school*
I get home and just rush to my room so i can put in my music and just ignore the world. But as i was half way up the stairs my mom calls my name. "Nicole?" She says.I think im in trouble. "Yes?" I say so scared of what she is going to say next. Turns out I'm not in trouble. My mom is just going to her boyfriends because hes sick so i get the house to my self for 2 days. THANK GOD!
*8pm*
"Bye Nicole ill see you in 2 days!!!" She yells up the stairs to me
"Bye mom!" I tell back to her while im getting ready.
Im getting ready for one of the biggest parties of the year thrown by my one and only best friend Lukas. He doesn't know i like him but what he doesn't know wont hurt him... I straightened my hair and put it to the side with a beanie on top. And a dress that goes about mid thigh and its black, with some black wedges. I was trying to impress so you say but hes a player and i think by the end of the night those feelings will just go away..
*10pm at the party*
*Lukas pov.*
Damnnnn did she look amazingly beautiful. I know that you have probably heard of my reputation with girls you could say im a player.. But with Nicole its different i would be willing to change for her. I have never felt like this for a girl.. I've always just used the girls when im lonley or something and get rid of them after. But Nicole i could never ever do that to her. When ever i tried to get with her she was always with Jon. And Jon is my best friend too.. But i have to admit Jon had been sneaking around with Davianna for a few weeks... I just didnt tell Nicole because Jon said that he would tell Nicole ive had a crush on her and i dont want her knowing because that will ruin my rep. And i dont want to hurt Nicole shes been hurt enough..
