Little Do You Know

Play the part , to be the part

First day of my new high school nervous but excited ekk!
Mum: hunny are you taking your necklace to school? Grandma would have loved to see you wearing it
As a tear drops down mums face I too get emotional but I've just don't my makeup! I mean I have no time ... Well 40 mins but I've got to watch KUWTK for 10 mins then help with my sisters as my mum goes back to bed then go to the shop to get any supplies we may need today's list : nappies , milk , bread and vodka (for my mum )
and the  the last 10 mins trying to wake mum up and usually ending up in a fight.
Ok great late already !As I walk for an hour to school as my mum once again didn't give me money for the bus a lot of things go through my head
Who do I want to be ?
Will I fit in?
Will they like me ?
I can be anyone I want to be , a nerd , jock , the mean girls , the spiritual peeps but I feel like I don't fit in any of those groups I feel like I don't belong anyone so in order to make friends I have to play the part to be the part .
Ok here I go !
As the big grey gates stand upon me I can't help notice some boys vandalising the school wall ?
What do I do ? Leave it and carry on or tell them to piss off ...
I will leave if but if I see them again they will know I mean business
Wow my new school ... Now where the fuck do I go from here
HIIII HOW ARE YOU . Are you the new girl ? What's your name ? I'm Elise ! Prefect would you like a brief history of st Mathews school? Ok 1987 the vicar ...
Ok I know about first impressions and all that but this girl is crazy
Hi sorry excuse me I have to go but it was nice talking to you ermm....
It's Elise she shouted
Then I get approached by a gang of girls with black teeth big hoop earrings with demin jackets , my fear levels go from 2 to 10
I feel uncomfortable as I try and exit the form a circle around me
And then she says