Mine | Sidemen ff

Chapter 14 - Razors and Payback

-- I think these will be becoming longer. WARNING: Self harm and suicide mentioned💓 ~Caitlyn<3

~Caitlyn's POV

We've been back home for around 4 hours and we all haven't moved, except Josh he went and met Freya. JJ decided it would best if Harry stayed at the sidemen house as it it would be akward with Callum.

Me and Harry were just sat snuggling while Simon and Vik were messaging each other, you could tell how every now and then you'd hear a giggle from one of them.
"Follow me" I whisperd to Harry. I lead him into the kitchen and grabbed a carton of eggs,
"Go get your camera" I said trying not to laugh. Harry returned with his camera and started filiming,
"So Simon and Vik are sat in the living room messaging each other, so we got bored and well" and pointed the camera at me and the eggs. I smiled,
"Lets do this"
I hid the eggs behind my back and pretened i was itching,
"And here are the guys" Harry yelled,
"Hellooo" Vik said, Simon smiled.
"So basically we were hoping to prank Cal when he came round next, sat on his phone not paying attention then egg him" As Harry said that I started to egg the boys, even Harry. He wasn't getting out of it.
"Caitlyn!" Simon shouted,
"Oh my god" Vik screamed
"Your dead" Harry laughed and started to chase me,
"Babe please" I was screaming as I ran around the house, by now Vik and Simon were both vlogging. "And here is true love" Simon smirked.
I had backed into a wall... I was fucked,
"Your fucked Zerker" Harry said smiling,
"Ermm we dont wanna see anything please" Vik laughed.
Harry had his arms either side of me we were just staring at each other, until I slapped him. I ran away as I did, 😂
"I love her" Simon shouted. Harry looked at him strange,
"Not in that way" Simon went all embarrassed. But where had I gone? I was in Viks room.

~Harry's POV

"You both look really happy together" Vik said smiling at me,
"We are, shes my MiniZerk" I said laughing,
"Do you read our messages?" Vik questioned,
"No but we were layed together and she was laughing so i was nosey"
"How are you and Callum?" Simon aksed intreaged,
"I haven't spoken to him since, ya know" I didn't want to think about it really,
"Guys wheres Caitlyn?" Vik interupted. He was right where was she?!

~Caitlyn's POV

I was on Viks YouTube when I saw a privated video as i saw the title i started to tear up, thats when-
"Found her" Simon shouted to the others, when he looked at me he froze,
"Whats up?" He ran over to me and saw the screen, he looked really upset himself.
"Vikstar! Your room! Now!" Simon yelled holding back the tears. By the time Harry and Vik came in me and Simon we crying whilst hugging, we were in shock.
"Whats going on?" Harry knew something was up,
"G-guys I-I-I" Vik burst into tears, Simon ran over and hugged him. Harry came over and comforted me, he looked over at the screen.
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Seeing that made him squeeze me even tighter, I was still in shock.
"I-I played s-some of t-the video t-their r-recent.... W-why?" I said between sobs.
"I-I felt abounded by everyone until you came along, I even say that in be video, you've always been there for me even stood up to the guys" I was crying again-Thanks Vik. I dont know how he wasn't still crying.
"V-Vik" I couldn't get anymore out, so i went to his bathroom. The guys followed me.
I looked around for any razors or blades or anything harmful. I found 1 razor with quite abit of blood on it. I held it up,
"Babe... W-what are you doing?" I think he thought i was gunna cut, I wouldn't dream of it! I snapped it.
"You ain't shaving for awhile Vik" I said with a small smile
"Thank you honestly, and you Harold" Vik smile was so cute.
"No problem mate" Harry smiled he knew he did good.
Vik came and hugged us so did Simon,
"Guys can't breath" they ended the hug. Thankgod.
"Need mouth to mouth?" Harry smirked,
"Im gunna be sick" Simon yelled,
"Aww and eww" Vik said grinning.
Instead of kissing me Harry licked my face...
"Payback" he looked so proud, it was adorable.