You're my only truth

In my world of confusion,you're my only truth-- PROLOGUE!

What if you thought that he is already the one? But you find out suddenly that he just came to your life to tear you down.

What if you're too confident about him where in fact, there's a lot you don't know about him?

What if you thought there's nothing wrong about everyday's happenings? 

When in reality, there's nothing RIGHT at all.

Too many WHAT IFs. Too many uncertainties. No surety. When will it be certain? I don't want to trust again. How can I compose myself again? 

How can a broken glass be perfected again without having a wound? Would there be someone who would sacrifice himself to bring back all the pieces of me together?Or is there someone who's willing to pay the price to give a brand new start for me?

PROLOGUE

        “Basta kahit anong mangyari, babalik ka, ha? ‘Pag ‘di ka bumalik, konyat ka sakin! At kahit nasaan ka man, pupuntahan kita para lang ipaalala na may bestfriend kang maganda na iniwanan dito. Got it? Jade, nagkakaintindihan ba tayo?”, sabay punas ng luha at sipon ko. Eto kasing si Jade eh, aalis na.

 Hindi rin daw nya alam kung saan sila titira. Bigla-bigla na lang daw nagdedesisyon yung mga magulang nya eh. L Kung kailan naman magha-high school na kami saka pa sya aalis. Tssss.

               

“Oo naman, ikaw pa. Ikaw kaya ang bestest friend ko! Basta kahit anong mangyari, at kahit sino pa ang makilala ko,ikaw lang ang natatanging best friend ko.” *hugs* Tapos binigay ko sa kanya yung friendship ring naming. “Yan ang sign ng ating sisterhood at bestfriendship.” Then, nagpinky promise na kami at sabay nangako. “WE WILL BE FOREVER BESTFRIENDS, IN SICKNESS AND HEALTH, EVEN DEATH CAN’T MAKE US PART.”

 “Ayan kasal na tayo, as best friends nga lang. Haha. Sige pala, baka malate ka na sa flight nyo. Ingat ka palagi at wag makalimot .. Tawag ka sakin at magchat na lang tayo ha.. I love you, Jade J)” Tapos niyakap nya ulit ako. At saka na siya umalis. L((

                “Ayan kasal na tayo, as best friends nga lang. Haha. Sige pala, baka malate ka na sa flight nyo. Ingat ka palagi at wag makalimot .. Tawag ka sakin at magchat na lang tayo ha.. I love you, Jade J)” Tapos niyakap nya ulit ako. At saka na siya umalis. :((Yung babaeng yun? Siya si Almira Jade Almonte. Obviously, she is my bestfriend. 12 years old pa lang kami ngayon. Magkabirthday kami kaya rin siguro malapit loob namin sa isa’t isa.  Dahil aalis sya, isa na naman akong dakilang loner. Sa bahay namin, madalas mag-isa ko lang. minsan lang din akko bisitahin ng mga pinsan kong si Jazz at  Jett, kambal sila. Si mama, nasa bahay namin, most of the time, busy sya. Si papa? Ewan. Every other day lang sya umuwi. Reason? I dunno. Minsan nga naghihinala na ako na baka may iba ng alam nyo na ang papa ko pero …. Haaay! Ewan. Mom seems to be very confident.. or not?