To Ba€ Or Not To Ba€

On the Road

"Hey Ivy, hey Alice"
I say while opening the gate. They were on the porch waiting for me, all packed up and ready to go.

"Hey" they said back at the same time.

Ivy is French, short black hair guy style freckles with baby blue eyes. Alice is Puerto Rican,  tan skin with long curly hair and black eyes.

"Wow Cia,nice outfit" Alice says looking me up and down.

"Looks like we got a sexy mama on board" Ivy says also looking at me.

I look at myself confused of such compliments given when I notice what I was wearing. I had a baby blue T shirt that says "I am Groot" with the picture of baby Groot on it. I had blue jean shorts an inch over the knee's with my white Adidas on.

I start to model for them making every pose I've seen in the peoples Magazine until my aunt caught me by surprise and huged me from the back almost breaking my spinal cord.

"I'll miss you" she says letting go eventually.

"I'll miss you all"
She then hugs the girls, looks at me with a genuine smile, and gets in her car and rides off.

"Man I'm lows going to miss Aunty Rain" Alice says making her way to her car.

"Yea her pancakes where hella bomb"
Ivy says getting in the car.
I follow afterwards and we begin our ride to UMC.

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"I need cool new friends that likes to get dangerously fucked up but also has their priorities straight" Alice announced to Ivy and I while turning the radio station from Justin Bieber "sorry" to Justin Timberlake "counting stars". We were talking about finding at least two friends to have accompanying us while the other two are gone. And right now Alice is already planning ahead of us.

"In my opinion, Alice is most likely going to go on Adventures, fall asleep in the woods, wander around the city at night,and probably go skinny dipping with sum guy she met at a frat party." I yell to Ivy, seeing as how Alice put the music on blast killing my ear drums.

"Hey! I heard that!" Alice yells through the music. She glances over at Ivy, who is terrible at hiding her laughs, and starts going ham on her.

"Hey! Who's to say your not going to run off some place sitting by yourself at a coffee shop on your own or making graffeti on bathroom walls or even leaving love notes in books in the library to no one in particular." She says poking her lips out and with a smerk crossing her arms.

Such a Deva

"Hey I'm not the one who made that opinion madam it was miss Cia back there." She points her thumb at me and Ivy looks at me grinning like she has an evil plan.

"Yes, your right Alice, but Im still in the process of figuring her out" she says rubbing her chin and looking down at the floor.

"Girls girls girls" I say in an ugly sqeeky like tone.
"Don't you know that's never going to happen" I say winking at them through the front view mirror.

But little do they know that that joke had a meaning to it, to discover who I really am is becoming quite the task, and I'm begining to feel as if I'll never discover who I really am as a person in reality.