Let Me Go

Chapter 1

My name is Brianna. I'm very insercure about my body. So much that I cut. But I only do it because the voices told me to, if I don't listen I don't know what would happen.

I woke up to the loud beeping of my alarm clock and turned it of. I sat up and got off my bed. I made my way to my dresser and grabbed black jeans, white shirt and a black hoodie. I got dressed and walked into my bathroom. Tears stains were still on my cheeks and I tried my best to wipe them away.

I walk downstairs and my mum has breakfast made. I take a seat and start eating.

When I finish I put my dish in the sink and grab my bag. I put on my shoes and begin to walk to the place I like to call hell, high school. I have no friends and always sit alone at lunch. No one notices me when I'm there, which I would rather not be seen then getting bullied.

I walk through the doors and walk to my locker, I take out my binders and put away my bag. I began to walk to class. When I get there I sit in the back like usual.

Soon the classroom fills and the bell rings. "Good morning class," the teacher speaks.

"Good morning Mrs. Williams," the class said in response.

"Please hand in your homework assignments," she said. Everybody stands up and walks to the front of the class. I hand in my work and go to my desk. "Pull out your text books and turn to page 58," she said. I pull out my math text book and open it to the page I was told.

After math I walked into my tech (comunitcations technologoy) class and sat in my regular sit in the back.

After math is music than science.

Soon it's lunch time and I walk into the cafeteria. I wait in line than grab something quick to eat. I sit in the far corner, where no one goes and eat slowly.

When I finish I return my tray walk towards the library. "Hi Mr Williams," I greet the librarian. The librarian and my math teacher are married.

"Hello Brianna, nice to see you," he said. I sit in my spot in the corner and start to read my book. I hear foot steps but ignore them and continue to read.

"Umm, hi," I heard a male voice. I look up, and am met with beautiful greenish blue eyes.

"Hi," I whispered back.

"Can I sit here?" he asked pointing to the seat beside me.

"Sure," I said. "Not like anybody else is gonna take it," I whisper to myself as I continue to read.

"I'm Micheal," 'Micheal' said.

"Brianna," I respond. 

"I'm new here, just started today," He said.

"Well if your looking for a friend I'm not the best choice," I said

"Why?"

"I'm the least popular kid in school, your the first person to talk to me all year," I said

"Popularity doesn't matter to me. Plus with a lot of friends, it's hard to read in silence," he said. I finish the last page of the book and close it. I stand up and walk over to the check out / in desk. I handed Mr. Williams the book and go sit back in my spot.

When I sit I see Micheal focused on his book, glasses purched on his nose. His lips turn into a small smile when he finds something funny in his book. I keep staring for a few minutes and look away when the bell rings. I stand up and grab my things. "Bye," Micheal said.

"Bye," I responed. We leave in the same direction. "What class do you have?" I asked him.

"English with..." He looked at his scheduel."I have no idea how to say his name," I grabbed his scheduel.