Internet Love ( One Shot )

Internet Love

February 14 1:05 a.m

him: hey beautiful... Happy valentines day :)
Me: happy valentines day to you too :)
Him: will you be my valentine?
Me: hmm...
Him: or are you going to break my heart?
Me: I'm
Me: gonna
Me: have
Me: to
Him: tell me!
Me: say yes <3
Him: I love you. You know that right?
Me: I love you too. More than words can ever describe.

That was four months ago...
I mean... We still talk, but some things changed, he never told me he loved me, I don't even know if he wants to be my boyfriend anymore... He hasn't broken up with me, but I feel as if he soon will.

June 22 8:49 am

Me: hey...
Him: I'm busy. Can't talk.
Me: no. You're going to talk to me.
Me: all of a sudden you've stopped talking to me, our conversations are now small talk...
Me: I don't know what's happening between us.
Me: do you even love me anymore?
Him: ...
Me: should I even consider you my boyfriend anymore.
Him: baby, of course I love you... Its just...
Me: its just what?
Him: I don't want to hurt you
Me: c'mon, it can't be that bad :)

I saw him typing but I didn't know that what he was going to say would change my whole perspective on things.

Him: I cheated on you. Three times.
Me: haha funny joke :)

I was in denial

Him: I fucked another girl.
Me: are you kidding me?
Him: that's why I've been trying to distance myself. I love you Baby girl. I just fucked up big time

I was crying so hard

Me: don't ever talk to me again.
Me: I loved you
Me: you know about my past
Me: you know about my issues
Me: I trusted you
Him: baby I can explain.
Me: don't ever call me baby again.
Him: I love you
Me: don't lie to me. I'm done with you.

I then grabbed my phone and hurled it at the wall, I could hear the screen crack but I didn't care that I just broke a phone worth six hundred dollars, because he broke my heart. And that's priceless.

June 22 5:00 pm

Him: baby
Him: I'm sorry
Him: I'll make it up to you...
Him: I promise

I could hear my phone going off but I couldn't process what was going on. I just later down, curled into a ball, crying.
My school eventually called to say I missed classes today, so tomorrow I would have to forge a parent note. Mine were too doped up on meth to notice anything going on.