I JuST NeED YOu
The first time I saw you, you were wearing blue
I like the color blue but from that day I fell in love with it too,
The shades of blue that we discuss on our night call that make me feel so comfortable no matter how hard I fall,
All the things I say nonstop like a hurricane, you just reply short making my heart fluttering again,
From the midnight to the breaking dawn, I have you all to my own.
You never left me alone no matter how far we are, making me feel wherever you are,
With the time feeling changed
I am next to you, but you do not even care,
I want to be held by you, but you did not even spare a glance.
Is all what I did, did not make me go for a chance,
I am not shattered, but I am broken
Without you by my side, I felt like a raven,
I do not know what you feel, but for me you are the only being,
I might be innocent for things like love, but I am sure with you by my side I can grow to know more.
However, it seems you do not need me anymore, that is why when I needed you the most you have left me all alone.
Even though you are so cruel there are so many happy memories that I have with you,
Every painful thought is shielded, every pain is avoided but still there is only thing I need,
& that is JUST YOU.