So, you all know how crushes go. They really suck, the friend zone is shit too. So I had a huge crush on a guy in my band that I spend a lot of time with. I told him about my feeling and he said that I was a "little sister". That sucked majorly. Thank the lord he was really cool after the whole thing and it hasn't gotten awkward. On the other hand I have been getting guilt tripped as of late for things that have just gotten shitty. If you listen to one person another one gets mad but if you listen to the other person you feel like shit and then the first person says "I told you so". Then there is the whole teenage sexuality crisis. Lucky I have three really great friends that have given me some back-up but none of the have the experiences to help withe the skitzo so that sucks. but we must forge on am I right? I think I may have a chapter today I just have to edit it real quick. Love you all.
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Big book of feelings
AcakThis book is not something that is really out there for fun. I think I need to write about my feelings more. I was talking to someone and I brought up how under-motivated I was and that I had a really hard time with writers block. She told me that i...
