Crafting Dead: Love stops for no one

Chapter 1: Mysteries of The Future

To whoever may find this,

I just want to make everything clear, I didn't intend to put anyone in harm.

I didn't realize what I was doing till it was too late.

I came from a place that wasn't a home. It was cold, isolated, and no love.

I know that doesn't explain why I did what I did. You just need to know that I had to. I can't live another day dealing with what this life and my own has come too.

I know I never said a proper goodbye, I didn't even tell anyone besides profesor X what I wanted. It's for the best.

The best for everyone.

The best for your survival.

And the best for you Nick.

We met because of Red. We met because he gave me the job to lure you in. He said that you loved to help people and I took that for granted.

I don't deserve you.

I don't deserve anyone that ever walked into my life.

I promise you, I really didn't know who Ross was. I wish I could say everything else I had ever told you was true.

I lied.

I lied because I was scared. Scared of what you would think when you saw all my scars. I told you I was a mess. That I wasn't to be trusted. That I'm not the girl you think I am.

You believed in me. You had faith in me. That's why I had done it.

You can't believe in me. You can't trust me. You can't throw away everything you believed in because of me. I won't let you.

I'm a lost cause. I see it everyday when I look into a mirror. That's when I say to myself, "Way to go. Another day goes by and you had hurt everyone around you".

I love you, Nick.

Despite what you said.

I still love you.

But I guess it's one sided.

I hope your able to move on from the end of the world. I hope your able to find happiness. Even if it's not with me.

I hope you can end this apocalypse that the world had fallen into.

So this is it.

This is where my story ends.

Please.

Be safe.

Love,
(YN) (LN)