Thug's Diary: part2

Chapter 24 "can i just spend my life with you?"

Me and mr. wrong get along so good

Even though it breaks my heart so bad.. We gotta special thing goin on.

Me and mister, mr.wrong.

Lala's POV

me: of course ill marry you.

At this point i had tears in my eyes and one running down my face. I just cant believe this is happening. Toren got down on one knee and i pulled out a little black box. I looked around and saw the crew smiling, standing around and snapping pictures.

Toren: i love you, Lala.

me: i love you too, Toren.

He slipped the ring on my finger and i smiled like never before. This all made me fall even deeper in love when i thought i couldnt fall any further!

He got up and kissed me so passionally. He picked me up and spent me around. He pointed to the sky and it had a hot air ballon looking thing and it said "Lala agreed to marry me."

I couldnt do anything but smile. I looked into Toren's eyes and i saw a bright future. Everything that has happen to me started replaying in my head.

My mom dying, breaking my virginity, the party, being rapped, him slapping me, the funeral, being kidnapped, our days in school, having Tor, me first moving here and the seperation. I thought about the good and bad. Everything seems so unreal. I think my life changed for the better. This was meant to happen.

Toren: You okay baby ?

me: im just trying to process all this. I cant believe its real. You dont realize how much im in love with you.

Toren: But i only can imagine.

I grabbed the back of his head and kissed him. When i pulled away, i looked down at the ring. It was beautiful.

Toren: It was my great, great grandmother's ring. My grand dad gave it to her four days before her death.

I looked up and saw Toren's face. His whole expression changed. I put my arms around his body and put my head on his chest.

me: i believe its something your not telling me...

Toren signed, i knew he was about to pour a couple of things out to me.

toren: my mom's sick. I found out two days ago that she had breast cancer. I told her awhile ago that i been thinking about marrying you. She told me to marry you so i really went for it. But thats not the only thing.

me: Come on, i wont know if you dont tell me.

toren: i dont wanna ruin your day with news like this..

me: No, toren. Tell me, i wanna hear this.

He shook his head no and walked back to the party. I followed behind him. This right here kinda pissed me off but i wasnt about to show it.

I sat with the girls and samantha and layla were in there mom's laps. Tor came and sat in mine. I know Tor is one person thats gonna always be here for her mommy. I love her more than anyone.. YES! ANYONE.

Later we went home. The car ride was awkward as fuck but Toren started talking. i really didnt wanna hear his mouth at the time. He better not start no shit in front of Tor. I hate to know that she sees us not getting along at times.

Toren: look Lala, this not talking to eachother shit aint cool. I know your upset but shit im upset too. We both grown, lets talk about it like grown ups too.

me: i tried talking, remember? Now all of a sudden you wanna talk. Drop this now, Tor is in the back seat sleeping.

toren: dont use Tor as an excuse for not wanting to get shit off your chest.