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All Things Go

My Heart Stopped and I couldn't breath. My eyes filled with tears as my lips start to quiver. As I'm on the phone with the same person who said they will never hurt me, but yet they don't know what I just uncovered. "Baby what's wrong "Her voice said. "Nothing I'm fine. " I reply holding back my tears. "Why you crying " she said sounding upset."I have to go " I said breaking down. "Baby please...." I hung up the phone before she can even finish. I dropped to my knees and I got so weak. I sent the screen shot to my friend and she was pissed her self. I got played like a dumb ass. But I couldn't even get myself together to figure out what I just seen. I thought this was a dream but I knew deep down in my heart it wasn't. I just wanna to end my life, Right there at that very moment. She lied to me about this biggest thing ever. I wouldn't even be mad if she told me herself but the fact that I lurked this hard to figure this out on my own.... well ain't that bout a bitch. I knew it was over I couldn't let her have power over me anymore.

4 DAYS LATER
"Rocky are you feeling any better " kiki said to me as I layed in my bed with so much hurt in my heart and pain in my eyes. "I'm gonna be okay " I said sniffling and holding in my tears. She got in bed with me as she rolled me over into her arms and held me tight as I cried into her chest. She really was my only friend I had left after all of this happened. She checked up on me everyday and made sure I was still taking my medicine daily. I honestly love everything about this girl but I couldn't say nun because she had a girl and so did I.
"Come on princess let's get up wash your face and go get something to eat " she said as she picked up my face and dried my eyes.
"Do we have to " I looked at her with my puppy dog eyes.
" Well it's either we go out or I cook and you know I can't cook for shit " she looked at me with a smile on her face
"Fine " I smiled back. She dragged me out the bed and piggy backed me to the bathroom and placed me on the sink. She turned around to get a face cloth. She turnt around so fast that we ended up making eye contact. I put my head down hoping she didn't notice how hard I was staring at her. She picked my head up looked me in my eyes. I was praying she wasn't gonna kiss me. She leans her face closer to mine,my heart starts to race and I get butterflies

"I got it, you had a eye boogie " as she showed me on the face cloth. A breath of relief and disappointment at the same damn time. This girl was something else frfr .