It Started With A Game -5 Seconds Of Summer- (DISCONTINUED. SORRY GUYS.)

Chapter 37

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Everyone was yelling at one another. Ashton and Michael were yelling at each other. Harry was trying to get them to calm down. Louis and Liam were yelling at Harry for letting me walk off. Zayn was yelling at Niall because he was hungry. Calum and Luke were yelling at Michael and Ashton trying to get them to shut up. The girls were all yelling at everyone to shut up, but clearly nothing was working.

I coughed awkwardly causing the room to go silent and everyone's eyes to go on me. I shifted slightly so I was leaning on MY door frame. Yes, they were all in MY room.

"Where the hell were you?!" Ashton yelled breaking the dead silence. His voice echoed throughout my room and I took that chance to slam the door shut.

"Why do you even care?!" I exclaimed throwing my hands in the air. "All you guys do is act like everything is okay!"

"You won't tell us anything!" Calum yelled back at me. By now anger was running through my body. Harry awkwardly walked towards me putting an arm around my shoulder which I shrugged off.

"I won't tell you anything, huh? Well now you know how I feel! You guys won't tell me anything either!" I shouted running my hands through my hair. "There is only so much stress a person can take before they break, only so much pain." I whispered forcing the tears back. They didn't understand. They understood nothing. They didn't know how it was to loose their mom, there brother, and have graphic dreams about something dealing with your Aunt. They weren't the one's who heard their Uncle crying. They don't have there ex keeping a secrete from them. "You all know. I'm not stupid."

"We never said you were stupid." Leah whispered. Harry walked back towards everyone else looking a bit sad but guilty. Louis was frowning, along with Liam. Zayn had his arms crossed staring at me intently. Niall was biting his lip looking at the ground. Leah, Erin, Brandi, and Melanie were all looking at one another. Calum and Luke were standing side by side looking at each other. Michael had his hands in his hair. Ashton was pacing the room, anger clear whenever he took a step.

"We can't tell you Eva." Calum sighed looking at me. "Only Michael can."

"But he won't." I growled.

"Why is this bugging you so much?" Michael asked looking at me.

"It isn't just this. It's everything." I stated calming down. "Everything involves me one way or another. Whether it's family or unwanted drama." I whispered.

"You've changed." Michael laughed shaking his head in disbelief.

"You think I don't know that?!" I shouted anger pulsing back through my body. "I lost my brother and my dad. My Uncle is fucking freaking out, along with my dad. I haven't had contact with my Aunt who may I add is pregnant. Everyone is keeping a secrete from me. Fans are busy getting my life story. Singing is destroying my voice. And if it makes everything better my ex is keeping some fucking secrete from my and it's just adding to my stress putting negative thoughts through my head. I know I'm not perfect, okay I get that. But seriously..." I growled opening the door again. "I'm done." I whispered disappearing.



(Ashton's POV)



"What the hell." I murmured before running out of the room. How could Michael just say something like that? She hasn't changed that much. She's just been depressed as hell. I knew something was wrong but she wouldn't tell us. I know Harry knew because I could see it in his green orbs. Sounds weird but he doesn't hide stuff very well.

I heard feet hitting the carpeted floor behind me but I kept running after her retreating figure. She can run fast, but I can out run her any day.

Not much longer we were out of the hotel with me straddling her as she thrashed around underneath me. "Eva please." I whispered pinning her arms down. "You want to know what happened?"

She nodded quickly as she stopped moving. I sighed before telling her.

"He's dating someone... Cady, you know her. You've always loved her voice. He broke up with you because he cheated on you, and he knew he did the wrong thing but he doesn't want to admit it. I'm sorry." I stated looking into her eyes. They held shock, hurt, and pain.

"Why would he do that?" She choked out. "I thought he loved me.."

"I'm sorry Eva." I whispered whipping her tears away that fell freely down her face. "He doesn't realize the mistake he made. I know this tour was suppose to be fun, for you and us, and I should have told you. I'm sis stupid for not telling you. Dammit." I got off of her offering her a hand which she took and we walked back to the hotel. Luckily no fans have found out our location yet; so we have some quiet time yet.

Once we got back to Eva's room everyone was gone accept for one person.

Luke.

Once Luke saw Eva he rushed up to her engulfing her into a hug. "I'm so sorry." He croaked into her hair. "I'm so so sorry. Don't hate me please."

"I don't hate you Luke." She whispered wrapping her arms around his waist and burying her face into his chest. I could her her tiny sobs as they stayed in there embrace. I sat down on Eva's bed just watching them.

Why'd Michael do this to her?




(Michael's POV)




I'm so fucking stupid. Why'd I say that to her? What the hell is my problem.

I didn't want to break up with her.

I didn't cheat on her.

The people wanted this.

Just so Cady could get more fans. But I couldn't tell them.

Cady is my friend. Well that's how I wanted it to be. But the people wanted something else. Something that could destroy Eva and my friendship.

I know she hates me now. I want to tell her but I can't.

I can't even face her. I'm scared to.

She's broken.

I broke her.

I love her.

But I have to hurt her.

Just so the people will be happy.

This is all their fault. They don't even realize what they are doing. Everyone thinks I'm happy. Well I'm not. I'm using a mask to cover my pain. I had to lie and break up with the person I love. They are not only hurting her, they are also hurting me.

What the fuck did I get myself into?! Why did this even have to happen to me?

How can I even fix things?

Or better yet; can I fix things?