hey! i just want to share my thoughts... and everything ... it's all from the heart... well this is how i would like to express my feelings... feel free to criticize me 'cause i know i'm not that great.. sorry for the typo'''ss and for the wrong grammar....
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after all of our glory days have ended
all sorrows and remorse stay still and jus remained
stealing my hope and faith that i have just gained
during those happy days as sad memories rained
keeping myself in track, trying hard not to cry
remorse filled my mind for i let their love to dry
i pushed them and they pull me stubbornly, they try!
so i let them, they got tired and their faces wry
i thought without them my life will be much better
living life again with my life as the center
but one day everything changed because of a letter
reading it made me shed tears like pail of water
written back to the letter was the word goodbye
telling me that they loved me and it wasn't a lie
for some reason they realized they have to fly
giving up hope that i'll come back for i'm a sly
back then i realized i shouldn't let them go
crying my heart out, regretting for doing so
pushing them away from me was really a no
now no one will be cheering me if i need so
from that day i promised, not to turn my back
to those who helped me stand up when i fell on rock
and those who carried my hindrances bags and sacks
for they are my true friends who keeps me in right track
making my inspiration those times i've wasted
building a happy life whom for years will lasted
throwing the fake smile for many years i've rented
savoring each day until my life has ended.
