Cruel Beautiful world (Reader story in aot) Book one

We are friends

You were walking back home felling rather disappointed after you got caught by Mikasa, you know that she won't tell anyone, yet knowing her you are sure that she is worried about you by now. After trying hard to confirm her that you exceeded your parents death, by a stupid lapse she now knows the truth.

"This is stupid." You sighed, kicking a rock on the ground.

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"Eren, let's just go home already. I'm hungry we've been here for hours. Give up already, it's obvious she is not coming back for now."
Armin has been trying to convince Eren. They have been sitting down, leaning against the wall. Both of them felling sleepy, eyes closed.
"Just one more hour Armin."
Armin sighed, he sometimes wonder why does he keep participating with everything his friend does.

You were walking when you spotted the two familiar figures sitting on the ground looking miserably. You walked toward them. You stopped in front of the two boys glancing at their tired forms, wondering about them.

"Hey." you tried to gain their attention.
"Hey." they both replied without sparring a look at you. You blinked at them before turning on your heels back home.
.As you walked away, the blond boy opened his tired eyes to see you walking past them.
"Eren." he called tiredly. "What?."
"Just now, it was Y/N who talked to us." Eren yawned before answering.
"Hmm, I see."

They kept on their position before Eren's eyes shot open. He let out a shriek before standing up.
"Damn it Armin!!. You should have told me sooner!!." and he began running after her.

"I don't care anymore." Armin got up and started walking home.

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"Wait Y/N!!." You turned around to see Eren running in you direction.
"I've *pant* been waiting *pant* for hours *pant* to see you."
"Why?."
"You can't just leave us like this after what we talked about yesterday!." he put his hands on your shoulders, squeezing them tightly.
"I've told you all I know already."
"That can't be true!. Your father is in the survey corpse, he must have told you more!." he squeezed you more tightly, bringing his face closer to yours, his eyes focusing just onto yours.
You grabbed his hands off. "Eren, I don't really ask my father about the outside world, also I don't get to see him as much as I please."
"Why are you being like this?. Isn't it your dream?. You are lucky you know someone in the survey corpse, yet you don't ask?."
"I told you. I don't get to spend my time with him. I barely see him for some days in the month. The prepares for going outside takes too much time as he said, when he returns home, he is always tired, that's why I don't want to bother him."
"That's so unfair." You sighed before turning around, looking at him from the corner of your eyes.
"Go back home Eren, you look very tired. Maybe I'll ask father more when he comes back."
He turned around and went back home, his shoulders and head are dropped. You kept looking at him until he was out of your sight.

'Is he always this ardent?'
You turned on your heels to head back home hoping your mother isn't worried when suddenly a pain rushed inside your head stopping you on your tracks. You clenched your head with your small hand in pain.
This sudden headache has been with you since you were little and it has gotten worse since your parents death and it comes back to you every time you remember them. However it doesn't last too long so you began to walk back again.

In the next day your mother has asked you to go buy some bread. You took the basket from on top the table and opened the door to get shocked when your face was so close to someone else. You stared confused at the emerald orbs of the person who has his hand up as if he was about to knock the door.

"Eren?, what are-."
"Did you ask him?!." he cried out but not too loud.

Your brows frowned at his exclamation. You closed the door behind you and began walking, him following behind you, you sighed and answered.
" He just left yesterday morning, so I didn't get to ask him."
His ones glowing orbs lulled. " Why is it always like this." he whispered to himself. You sighed again and walked faster.