Pain

numb

Sometimes I feel happy.
Sometimes I feel sad.
I say I'm fine.
I'm dying inside.
My smile is fake.
I've gone numb.
No, you can't help me.
It's too late.
You make me say sorry.
It's me that's in pain.
I just can't get it right.
You want me to die.
Now I do too.
You say that I lie.
Would you want the truth.
I'm always confused.
They expect honesty.
They don't want the real me.
I talk to much.
I bite my tongue through.
You tell me you hate me.
But I don't hate you.
We all have our struggles.
We all make mistakes.
My biggest mistake was trusting you.