Chapter one: Feelings
P.O.V Nessie
I don't have a boyfriend… that doesn't mean I'm not in love. His name? That's not important, what he is? That's a different story. I don't even think it's legal, as much as I wish to… Jacob's a werewolf. I'm his but he wasn't always mine. My mom, Bella Swan, was once in love with him, along with my dad, Edward Cullen. He was in love with her once, though Jacob wanted to kill my family. When he had the chance, he defied the need. He wanted to kill me too, that was until, he imprinted me.
I remember every part of my life from birth to this moment on. Edward, gave me that power. But, I'm not human. Only half. My other half? Vampire. But we're not what we seem to be. Even I'm different. Jacob, my Jacob, he's "frozen" at 16. In human years, I'm 15, turning 16 on September the 10th, also the day Bella turned immortal and when I met Jake. I'm growing, I may stop one day, but Carlisle, my grand father (hard to call him that since he only looks in his 20s or 30s) has no idea when. Even my aunt Alice, doesn't know when…or she won't tell me.
A little while after the Volturi left my family alone, declaring half vampires are not dangerous, I got a bit too big for anyone to hold me or speak my thoughts. I have an incredible talent of not only remembering things, but also explaning things, not in words. I can sent pictures with my mind to the people I touch. I'm pretty sure that Edward wishes he had that power when he was dating my mom. He can't read her mind like he does with everyone elses.
Once again, I didn't want to get up on a Friday morning. It was normal, for me that is. I wanted to sleep through school and take my—motorcycle Jake says that the treaty line doesn't apply to me since I'm only half Cullen.
Bella nudged me to get up. "C'mon Renesmee! Get up!"
Bella refused to call me by my nick-name, Nessie. Sometimes Edward calls me that, but only if it slips out.
I turned, refusing her "demand". "C'mon! or I'll call Jake to cancel your plans." When she made a threat like that, she was dead serious (get it? Dead… it's a vampire thing…) I got up, restlessly and walked—well, at human speed—to my closet. My closet isn't as bad as my parent's, which is the size of their bedroom… no wait! It's BIGGER!
Aunt Alice has a "passion for fashion". The outfits she chose for me everyday of the week didn't really matter. Jacob likes me in whatever I wear. I looked at the racks of clothes labeled " Monday", "Tuesday", "Wednesday" and at the way end, "Wedding" obviously didn't count into the categories. I tried my best to ignore the dress and moved to "Friday's" rack.
Every Friday, I see Jacob. Everyday if possible. But we're not known as a "couple" around Forks, my home town. Just "good friends" if someone saw us together… or so we say. No, he's not my boyfriend…yet. But only because one, we haven't kissed yet (I'll explain later) and we're not sure about the vampire and werewolf code. We're still not sure if our love is against it. I don't know about Jake. Once you imprinted to someone, no mater who or what they are, they have to marry you. I guess that's why Alice got me the dress. "Just in case" she says.
School was boring. Gym was tiring—well, to everyone else—our coach, Mike Newton, once Bella's good friend, was pretty big on the subject. He says I'm like my mom. I hate being compared to her! It drives me insane!
"You sound just like Bella when I taught her!"
"Why do you look so much like Bella and Chief Swan if you're adopted?" Okay, that adoption thing is a lie. Just a town story. Edward and Bella are my real parents (and I can show you to prove it, but I'm sure my face is enough proof already).
As a child—and during the pregnancy progress—I grew extremely fast. No, really! Bella carried me for one month instead of nine! When I turned 4, I started growing like every other human. After my birth, Edward turned Bella into a vampire and me? I was born this way. No one changed me. So, I'm a little different than other regular vampires.
