Her Crush

Jarred's POV

Okay so this is just the last chapter except in Jarred's point of view
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I stormed out of the bathroom and went straight toward the gym. I needed to let off steam or at least pretend that a punching bag was Jackson

With each punch I through I kept getting more and more involved. Like every punch I kept on throwing the next one was 10times it. I knew that if I didn't stop now I would end up badly hurting myself.

I checked the time on my phone and realized that school just ended and I missed my Last period. O well

I know that Shelly went home early because everyone was talking about it.

I walk into the house and Mrs. Marcus calls me from the kitchen "jarred is that you"

"Yes"

"Can you come to the kitchen dear"

I walk into the kitchen to see Shelly sitting across from her mom and cookies on the table. O g-d, she told her mom. Why did she tell her mom?

All the sudden I was engulfed in a full on mama bear hug from Mrs. Marcus.

I hug her back warily.

She finally pulls back but this time she pinches my cheeks "you are too cute. Such a sweet boy"

"Thank you Mrs. Marcus"

"Call me Amy dear" she gives us $100 for food and then announces she is leaving for book club. I look at Shelly with sadness and hurt and despair then dash off to my room. I hear her calling me from behind but chose to ignore her

"Wait" she says and grabs my arm making me turn around

"What" I snap coldly

"What's your problem?"She asks me

"You really want to know?" I state stepping closer and by now I am towering over her with a mix of a cold and angry stare

She nods her head
My face is inches from hers when i answer "You are my problem" I tell her and she looks as if she has just been run over.

"Me? How dare you" She shouts at me "you have the nerve to say that after you just punched Jackson for no reason!" She says while bringing her face closer to mine

"I have a reason. And why the f*ck do you care what my problem is anyway?" I shout right back. She is starting to piss me off.

"Cause frankly I don't just let the fact go that the person who I'm living with just punched my boyfriend" i cringe when She says the word boyfriend. I don't like that term coming out of her mouth unless she is talking about me.(selfish I know but what can I sAy)

"Don't" i say deathly "say that"  I tell her while pushing her back and caging her while putting both my fists near her head

"What boyfriend?" She asks lowering her voice

I punch the wall "yes don't say that"

"Can I ask you a question" she asks me

"No"

"Why did you always stare at me?"  She asked. What doesn't she get from the word no.

"What part of no don't you understand"  I tell her

"Just answer the question?"

"No"

"Why not"  she presses but i won't budge

"Cause you don't need to know"

"I think I do. I mean I am part of the story" She tells me. Does she honestly think I'm going to tell her I like her

I dont answer just stare at her.

"Answer the question" she says. She clearly isn't going to let this go

I hit the wall again" why can't you just drop it" i ask

"Because and stop hitting my wall. It's going to break" She tells me

"I don't care" i tell her

"Fine"  she says

"Okay then" i tell her

There is a moment of silence

" just answer the question. It's not a big deal" she presses again

"Yes it is." I tell her. When will she give up

"Why can't you tell me?" She asks. Because If I tell you then you will know I like you.

"Cause I can't. Why can't you accept that" I tell her

"Because I want to know and mabye then I can figure out why yo-" I cut her off mid sentence by seizing her lips in mine. I don't care that she has a boyfriend or that what I'm doing was wrong. She wouldn't give up and I had to find a way to shut her up.

"Jarr-" she trys to speak but i cut her off by shushing her. "Just let it happen" i tell her while my lips still on hers but my hands are now holding her wrists against the wall

And She does?This kiss felt amazing. I have waited for this for so long. Her lips were so full and tasted like coconut. I love coconut.

I ask for permission to deepen the kiss and She grants me
She wraps her arms around my neck while my hands travel down to her waist and i pull her closer to me where there is no more space between us.

We break apart seconds later both out of breath when I break the silence "does Jackson kiss you like that?" I smirk