Instantly Falling For You l.s

Chapter 62

Zayn's P.O.V (Surprise)

I laid on my bed with the music blasting through my speakers. I drummed my finger into the beat of the music trying to think of this problem so much. I wanted to text Liam but I think it wouldn't be a good idea. Liam's right I never seemed to care about his feelings at all I acted like I hated him in front of everyone. I didn't want to seem weak and text him telling him how sorry I am. I miss him. I really do, but it's my fault, my fault he left me. I heard the front door open but I could care less. As the song was coming to an end my room door opened. I raised a brow at my mum who was standing by my door frame. I turned off my music with an eye roll.

"There's was boy standing in front of the house, i let him in, he asked to see you" My mum pointed her thumb towards the staircase. I groaned lifting my head from my pillow.

"Who is it?" I asked not really wanting to see the person.

"He didn't say his name Zayn just go downstairs" My mum said. She closed the door lightly and I got up. I lazily walked towards my door opening it not really in a mood to walk or even see the person. As I stomped on the last step on the staircase I looked up, my eyes widen at the person infront of me. I stood there not moving a muscle Liam turned around and he smiled.

"Hi Zayn" He whispered  making me zone out. I looked around to see if my mum was anywhere in sight before answering.

"L-Liam" I wanted to slap myself for stuttering just by his name. Liam wipes his eyes and looked away from me. It was queit for a moment, I wanted to hug him when I saw a tear running down his soft cheek.

"Liam... please dont cry" I walked towards him standing right in front of him.

"I'm sorry" He whispered looking down at his feet. I nodded putting my finger under his chin.

"Don't be sorry Liam, I should be the one saying sorry. I was a fucking complete dickhead for kissing Perrie" I looked right into Liam's eyes trying to see what emotions he had. He was broken. I hate seen him like this. Liam didnt say anything he just let tear run down his cheeks.

"Its been almost a fucking month Liam. A month since we've talked, I was so lost without you Li you know how I get when I dont I have you" I whispered I had to bit my lip from letting a tears come out.

"Zayn... your doing drugs again!?" Liam pushed my arm away making me flinch.

"What...what no" I had to lie. Liam hated when I would use drugs to let my stress out. Thats why I was gonna go to a party today with Ashton. I stood there looking at Liam and Liam glared.

"I know your lying" Liam whipsered poking my chest. I had to back away since it was starting to bother me.

"No baby, I swear... fuck im sorry I called you that" I ran a hand though my dark black hair tugging the ends. I saw Liams small smile but I know it bothered him.

"I came to talk to you about something" Liam sat down on the couch keeping eye contact with everything around up but me. I sat down on the couch next to him putting my elbows on my knees. Liam closed his eyes before letting out a shaky breath.

"My dad found a job in London, they are paying him the double that they pay him here. My mum and him have been planning some things with out me. So i found out today that next month im moving" Liam played with his finger and my world seriously stopped for one whole quick second. I stood up my eyes still on him.

"Moving! To London!? Liam are you serious?" I started to pace back and fourth not wanting to lose it.

"Its not that far Zayn, I just came to tell you fae to face I didnt want to wait till the last minute" Liam was now standing up grabbing his bag that was by the small couch.