I've always known i was different becasue i was born male but not by choice it's not like you get to choose your gender "right".from others but throughout the years i was growing up no one ever told me that there was anything wrong with but as i got older i realize i was different.My is name is Aaliyah I am 17 years old and I am a proud transgender woman.
It all started when i was in middle school I've always liked the more girly things I've never really cared for sports or guy clothes or anything manly.When i was in the 8th grade is when i came to the realization that I am transgender.After that point I just kept thinking about was I was going to with myself I wanted to transition and by myself.But way before any of this decisons i started making was my life before Aaliyah it was very unhappy,sad I would never really wanted to do anything with anyone.I would always be quiet and keep many things to myself and not wanting to express myself the way i wanted.So then when i stared High School I just started being myself meaning that I started doing my makeup, wearing weave,wearing clothes i actually wanted to wear.My family was crazy supportive they had my back at all times.When I say they were supportive means that they always known that i was in the wrong body.They would always try to make me feel better by when it came around my birthday and christmas they would buy dolls and dresses.But I would only play and wear the presents around home.
I live with my mom and niece(Jane),I have 3 sisters(Rachel,Laylah,Makeva) and 1 brother(Micheal) my dad was always out of my life.Living with mom and my niece was all right it just felt like we was doing the same routine over and over again which was to get up every morning around 8:00 to the cold ass morinngs and get my face beat for school,eat some breakfeast so I won't be hungry throughout the day,then go to my boo's house to walk to school.Then class after class,etc.Leading to finally getting home and eating as usual,then makeup off and brush them teeth,lastly bed.Not really knowing my dad really effected me because I never really had that father figure in my life,of course my mom was around(rarely) All I know is that when my mom got pregnant she let my father know and he dipped out my life.I live in a big house in San Jose,Ca even though i live in a big house there's only 4 of us living their including me,mama,niece, and Jay my dog.The house where I lived was white and gray from the outside two story huge square windows in the front of the house which is where I usually am for them good lighting pictures.There was a tall maple tree on the side where the leaves would fall one by one during the fall.When I was little I would always ask my mom where my dad is ,but she never would answer my question.Later, when i got older she finally told me the story with my dad and background.My mom has never been the type of woman to stick around with one guy,growing up I noticed she would always bring different men to the house everytime she went out to the club.(Hoe)I guess that's it for my family.I felt like my mom would do this because she had four kids with one man and he eventually left her because he couldn't handle her drug addiction,so she decided to a make her life again with a new man which was my dad.My dad's name was Damian Jay he was Mexican tall.My mom says he was a very caring person but I always argue that he ain't cuz he left us she try's to argue with me and say that I shouldn't say that but she dam knows that I'm write
Hey Bitch ! I am in 11th grade(junior),I go to some ghetto ass school called Mckinley High School.At this school there are many ho0es,scraps,basic bitches which is something i don't like to associate myself with.I did not choose this school my mom chose it for me but HEY somethings are meant to happen.I don't like this school but what can i do.At school i don't like to really hang with so many people.I just mostly hang out with my boo Lisset. I don't really do much for don't really care for school,but it's what I'm trying to focus on.Enough about school it's time to talk about my life.I recently justv started going alot with my homgirl.We went to a party last week and it was pretty lit i might a guy his name Jay he was really tall mexican i thought he was kind of cute.
