Don't Know Nothing

Chapter 3 - Do you remember

Chapter 3

I woke up the next day, hearing voices outside my room. At first I didn't pay attention to it, but then I realized those voices were from Adam and the doctor.

'I'm sorry mister Levine, but you can't tell her that kind of information yet. It would be a big of a shock for her and we are afraid that she wouldn't be able to handle those shocks. She is still weak and she just needs some more time. She has to speak to the psychiatric first before you can tell her that,' I heard the doctor say.

What? What is it that Adam wants to tell me? What would be a big shock for me? Argh, I am done with this memory lost thing. It is beginning to become so annoying.

I hear Adam and the doctor still talking in the corridor but they began to talk more quietly so I can't hear them anymore. Then I hear footsteps coming to the door and I can hear the door opening. I pretend that I am still asleep and that the sound of the door opening has woke me up.

'Hey sweetie,' Adam says to me, giving me his gorgeous smile. I smile back at him and see that he is carrying a big bag with stuff in it. I look curious at the bag. Adam smiles again and tells me to be patient and that I first have to wait till my breakfast has come. Not much later a nurse comes in with a tray full of plates with breakfast. I get my plate and start eating it. Although it tastes horrible I am glad that I can eat normal food again. The last few days were difficult with eating because I constantly had to throw up whenever I got food into my stomach. Luckily that is over now. I eat my breakfast very fast because I am so curious. But as soon as I finish it I begin to feel nauseous.

'That's what you get when you eat to fast,' Adam says, teasing me a bit. I give him a death glare and then try to grab the back which has been laying on Adam his lap. But Adam is faster and he opens the bag for me and grabs a large book out of the bag.

"Photo Album" it says in big curly letters. Adam lays it on bed and explains to me that this are all pictures of my childhood. This was around my 6th and 7th birthday and he thought it would be a good start to begin because it involved a lot of pictures with my parents.

I opened the book and I began to look at all the photos. On all the pictures I could see a happy child with long brown hair. On one photo she was sitting on a horse and on the next picture she was blowing out candles. Besides the pictures there were also texts which explained the picture.

"Kaylynn's first time riding horse" and "Kaylynn here sixth birthday" was the description of the photos. I flipped through all the photos and all of a sudden a couple of pieces came back in my mind. It was like I could remember bits about those days. About my birthdays, going to school and going to family meetings.

'I remember a couple of things!' I said enthusiastically to Adam. I saw his smile became brighter and he also looked more relieved.

'I remember things about my childhood. Or the things that are in this book. It is coming back in pieces.'

Adam still smiled at me and looked in his bag at what he brought more. He then pulled out a pictures of the two of us together. I could see us both standing in what seemed to be a living room from a house. It looked like we were on a party and I could see us both smile happily. It made me feel weird, seeing this picture. On the other hand I felt happy because we both looked so happy and I could finally let go of that feeling that Adam would be a kind of creep. But on the other hand I felt nothing familiar about that photo. I couldn't remember anything about it and I felt miserable. Adam saw me looking miserable and he quickly grabbed some more stuff. He grabbed his phone out of his pocket.

'Look, I took some pictures of our house,' He explained to me. And with the word "some" pictures he meant a lot pictures. He had taking pictures of everything in our house. The front of the house, the living room, the bathroom, the bedroom, the backyard. After seeing about forty pictures I still couldn't really get it back in my mind. Although the house didn't really seem that unfamiliar to me. I got this feeling that it seemed well-known. I explained to Adam how I felt about everything and I also apologized to him.

'But you don't have to be sorry, babe! It isn't your fault, you can do nothing about it. We are going to find a way to get back all your memories!' Adam said to me, putting an arm around me. Although it still felt like I didn't know Adam, it felt good to be in his arms.

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'So miss Parker, you can't remember anything till so far?' Doctor Gilhaus asked me.

'Well Adam, my boyfriend, showed me a couple of pictures and then some bits came back to me but it is not much,' I said to him. When I said boyfriend he raised his eyebrows.

'But how do you know Adam is your boyfriend?' the doctor asked. I explained that the doctor had told me that and that Adam also showed me some pictures of us happy together. So I assumed it was true.

'Right right, well I want to you lay down on this bed for me miss Parker,' doctor Gilhaus said to me and he pointed at what seemed like a typical psychiatrist bed. I lay down on the bed and the doctor brought me into this hypnosis. At first I didn't believe him and I tried to not laugh but after some time I could relax and I felt like I was in a sort of trance.

The doctor then told me some stuff that I had to focus at some important points in my life. It were those typical events, graduation of high school, going to college, beginning to date Adam and some more stuff which were focused on my childhood. I tried to imagine those things, but whenever I had this vision for me I was scared that it wasn't true.

'I just don't really know if this works,' I told doctor Gilhaus after the session.

'I mean I see some stuff happening, like my graduation. But I just don't know if it is true or not.. I mean what if I made it all up in my mind.'

'Well, I think it is best to first go home. The doctor told me that you can leave this hospital tomorrow. So you can go home and you can look up some more pictures. But I want to warn you, don't go on social networks. You will find out to much stuff all of a sudden and some of that won't even be true.' I told the doctor that I won't do that, but I still thought it was weird. This was the second time today I heard about a big shock. What was going on here?

I said goodbye to the doctor and I made an appointment for over two weeks. Meanwhile I had to find photos and speak to my parents about important stuff that had been going on in my life.

I went back to my room to find out that Adam had left all the photos at my bed. There were three photo albums and some couple extra pictures. I was trying to grab everything and lay it down on my nightstand to find out that there was this little extra book. It wasn't a big book but I could see that it was also a photo album. There was a note on top of the album

"I wanted to give you this for your 29th birthday but I think it would be nice for you to see it now.

Love, Adam."

I sat down on my bed and removed the note from the album to find out that this album also had a title. The title had the same writing as the note so I assumed that Adam wrote it.

"My Love For You" It said. I felt touched and at the same time the guilt came again. The same guilt I felt for days now. I opened the book to find all these pictures of us. Most of all were taking at our home, some were from parties. But at some spots the pictures had been removed. Why? Why would he remove something? Was this were Adam and the doctor were talking about this morning. The other weird part was, that there weren't any pictures of us when we were outside, or pictures of us going out. Nothing public.

What was Adam trying to hide?

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Chapter three already! :)

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