Im in Love with my twin! len×Rin * vocaloid *

Rin

I smashed my fist against the lockers doors grunting. I walked several halls away from rin before breaking down

The words i had said to rin kept replaying over and over again in my head.
Rins face of pain and astonishment was killing me. I slumped down the lockers taking a sitting position hiding my face in my knees.

I had insulted her...i said i hated her...
Whats wrong with me?
Shouldnt i be happy that i confronted her?
Then why do i feel so bad??

"THERE YOU ARE"Kaito marched towards me followed by a worried Miku as they made a turn at the hall

"We have been looking for you and rin everywhere!"Miku ran to me worried.

"What happened!!!"Kaito stood me up annoyed and a bit angry.
Well just kaito trying to act like a dad.

"I accidently-"

"Dont tell me what happened Miku already told me that!"He shook me up and down.

He just asked me to tell him why is he telling me no now!!!!

"Wheres Rin?"Miku asked

"Shes one hall down i beleive"i gulped

Miku nodded and left me and kaito alone again as she ran towards rin direction.

Kaito started lecturing me but stopped when he saw the tears fall down my face.

"Len?"

"Brother....i...i said horrible things to Rin. I told her i hated her that if i ever remembered anything i would despise her with my heart. I said she was a cold hearted- i insulted her and told her she wasnt the only one suffering...she looked really bad...."I cried in sniffles as kaito looked at me sadly.
"I couldnt take it anymore. Why does she hate me so much..."I slumped back down to a sitting position.

He looked at me with compassion in his face. I knew he felt sorry for me and that made me feel even worse.

"I know rin is being unfair but she is your twin. She always cared about you probably much more than any of us could. You have the bond I guess. It really did striked her and we'll the only thing I can say is maybe Rin herself is trying to be hated by you"

I looked up surprised and aware
"Trying to be hated by me..?"

That made no sence if she truly cared about me and loved me then why would she want to be hated?

"Rin is a very strong talented girl yet, you did took a fate that was ment for her. You took a hit and spent three months on coma you lost your memory all because Rin tripped and you saved her. How do you think that makes her feel? Don't you think that she feels regret or maybe blame full?"

"Blame full...."Rin could have been feeling guilty all this time and that's why she was trying to be distant maybe she didn't want to hurt me anymore!

"Think about it. Maybe Rin is just trying to be hated for a punishment yet of course she did not really tought how much it would hurt."

"BUT I DON'T HATE HER!"I almost cried but yelled instead.
"I don't I did not ment all the things I said! She is my twin we came from the same mother and the same womb! I sacrifised for her just as I know that If I had been in her place she would have as well!!"

Kaito smiled,
"Might want to talk that with Rin."He smiled helping me get up.

I tried running to the direction I last saw her but kaito stopped me in my tracks
"Not now. Let her be alone for now"

I nodded and instead I walked the other way into the schools library.
Rin.
Why?
You are so stupid! !!

But I love her like that.
She is my sister.
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