The Boy That Hides His True Self

The First Time Meeting

                  "Louis get up I am not waiting any longer for you," Lottie yelled I groaned and rubbed at my eyes.

                "Yah yah I get it I am up," I yelled groaning as I pulled myself out of bed my back and ribs burned in protest. Like usual I pulled my clothes off and jumped into the shower. Hissing in pain when the cold water ran over my body.

Yesterday after school  Harry hit me for well being me. I rubbed at my inked skin that I hid underneath my clothes for school. As I finished up I jumped out and dried off carefully over the bruises. I looked into the mirror and looked down I didn't know why I was still here on this planet god shouldn't have made a disgrace like me Harry and everyone at school tells me every day how ugly, pathetic and worthless I am. I grabbed the now warm bathroom counter and pushed off making my way out of my bathroom to my room. As I looked for my outfit for the day I grabbed a black and white stripped shirt and a thin light gray jacket to cover my tattoos on my arms. I looked around my room that was just recently painted a light gray and I saw my red pants hanging off the edge of my black bed frame.

"Louis Lottie is going to leave without you," My mom yelled from downstairs. Lottie was my younger sister that owns a car. A couple of years ago I snuck out and ending up crashing my car. So sadly I need a ride from her unless I want to walk to school. Which is something I defiantly don't want to do.

I slip on my jeans and my black toms and run out my door throwing my backpack over my left shoulder because Harry had ended up shoving my right awkwardly into the lockers injuring it.

"Coming," I yell turning around and throwing my beanie on and pushing up my glasses that had fallen off my face.

As I walked down stairs limping because of Harry once again, I rounded the corner to enter the kitchen I ran into my littler sister Daisy. Her height was perfect for her to run straight into my injured rib I screamed as it began to throb.

"Lou Lou are you ok I'm sorry," She cried grabbing onto me and pulled me to the bar stool.

"Daisy its ok I got hurt after school yesterday you didn't harm me," I smiled at her she was always so gentle and nice she couldn't hurt a fly if her life depended on it. As Daisy walked away her twin sister came walking in and smiled at me handing me a bowl of cereal and toast.

"Thanks Phoebe," I laughed as she skipped away.

"Louis are you hurt because of this Harry boy again," My mum said looking at me with the look that it wasn't right and I shouldn't lie to protect him any longer.

"Mum it will be the last time I wont let it happen again," I said sternly so she would believe me for once in my life time.

"Yah whatever you say if you come home hurt again I will be talking to the school and this boys mother," She yelled as she walked away probably to get ready to go to work. I released the breath I didn't even know I was holding.

"Louis you need to stop lying we all now he is going to hurt you again today," Lottie snapped she always got mad when the topic was brought up and I am the only one holding her back from attacking Harry herself.

She made her way to the door and I quickly followed. As we stepped outside I realized how cold it was . We made our way to the car the leaves on the ground crunching under our feet every step we took. The white Honda civic was bright in the early morning light. Lottie unlocked the door and I grabbed handle and pulled away in shock. The handle was like a icicle in the winter time cold against the bare skin. I covered my hand with my sleeve and pulled the door open and slide in. Lottie started the car and backed out, I turned up the radio and slide my backpack from behind me and set it beside my feet. The way to school was like usual quiet and awkward. Lottie pulled up away from the school building and I got out I didn't want her dropping me off in front of the student body because someone would tell Harry and its just something else that he would pick on me about.

" Have a good day Lottie love yah," I waved and shut the door as she sped away I covered my face due to the leaves that shot up when the tires speed. I guess she was still mad about me lying to mum. But I wasn't worried about it because I knew she would get over it after school when I got into the car and am probably hurt.

The brick building entered my view and I looked down the ground as I usually do every day.

"There's the fag someone tell Harry," People shouted and pointed at me some shoving me as I winced when they hit my shoulder. I don't how people found it entertaining when people hurt others.

I ran into the school and into the building away from them and everyone else. As I opened the big doors in the front I squinted due to the bright lights reflecting off the shiny tile floor and black lockers. I found mine and quickly opened it grabbing what I needed for Math and checked the time on my phone. 8:23 so 10 more minutes until the 5 minute tardy bell would go off. I began my way to the class avoiding eye contact from everyone else. Harry would be here any second and there was no way I be inside the room by that time. I groaned and stopped walking leaning against the wall I wasn't going to get away from him it would just anger him more.

"Faggot what you doing," I heard his voice cut through everyone else's.

"Waiting for you Harry only for you," I snapped looking up to him. His brown chocolate curls where so perfect I just wanted to run my fingers through them and his emerald eyes where so memorizing.

Harry walked up to me and slapped me across the face I refused to give up to him though that's something I never did and I never cried for him either.

"You should never talk back to me you gay wad," He yelled pulling back his hand to punch me and I turned my face away getting ready for the blow.

" Louis Tomlinson, Louis Tomlinson please report to the office. Louis Tomlinson please report to the office. ""

I looked up and disbelief and  smirked at a frowning Harry.

"Well it looks like this faggot has places to be doesn't it," I laughed and skipped to the office.

As I neared the door. I stopped and put on my serious face and fixed my beanie, my glasses and opened the door.

" Hello Louis we would appreciate if you would show the new kid around he has all the same classes as you," The blonde lady spoke I looked to who she was pointing at and my jaw dropped, well almost. The boy was tan and had jet black hair he was wearing a leather jacket and jeans and he was extremely hot.

"Hello I....Im Louis nice to mee...meet you," I mumbled.

" Zayn, Zayn Malik nice to meet you," He laughed pushing my glasses to the bridge of my nose and smiling. I was glad he seemed really nice but Harry was nice before he found out my sexuality. Maybe Zayn was the same way.