Hold Onto Me (little mix version)

Jealousy and Rage

~Jamie~

All week I've been running back and forth between home and the hospital, I've barely been able to complete my hours for homeschooling.

Jesy has been spending plenty of time with Elena, and although I don't want to known as the 'Jealous' type, I still feel a pang of hurt every time we walk into the hospital and Jesy hugs her.

I also haven't been staying with Jesy at night, I've been sleeping in Jades room. Jade understands everything. She spoke to me about it, and even told me what Perrie said, but it still hasn't been enough to mend my heart.

Leigh also found out about our little secret from Perrie, she vowed she wouldn't speak a word about it with Jesy. Yes, I'm still giving her the silent treatment.

We were all alone at the house, the only person missing was Jesy, she was going to pick up Elena. With all of this going on, I've began to despise of Elena, which also bugs me. I've been fighting my feelings and it's making me angry.

I separated my fingers from the fist I unconsciously made. Along with the jealously and rage, I've also felt pain for the whole week.

I sighed and went downstairs were the girls were watching 'Criminal Minds', there was a whole day dedicated to the show.

I sat myself down next to Perrie and watched the show. It was all our favorite show.

* * * * * * * *

Dinner time rolled around and we sat down eating tacos. Elena sat beside me and Jesy was next to her.Jade, Perrie and Leigh took the leftover seats.

They were all involved in a conversation of how Elena was bombarded with paps the second she left the hospital. The fans are also saying how much of an inspiration she is to them.

I also looked on twitter and people were saying that I was the useless one now. Of course some were sticking up for me, but I only noticed the hate.

I was so lost in thought I didn't notice the awkward silence over the table.

I looked up and saw all eyes were on me.

"I'm sorry, what?" I asked scanning all of their eyes, waiting for a response.

When I didn't get one Perrie spoke up, "Jesy asked you a question."

I froze, my breath hitched for two seconds and I could feel my heart beating at a rapid pace. I looked her way, she was starring at me, while biting her lip.

"I asked how your day was." She said, almost quiet and monotone. She didn't sound sad, more like disappointed. But, she obviously tried to hide it.

"It was good, thanks." I mumbled back. Taking a big bite from my taco. I kept my face away from all of their stares for the rest of the meal.

Elena was confused. I could see the look on her face that she was wondering what was going on. I wasn't able to get a good look at her since she has woken up.

The doctors told us the scars would last for at least another month, if they were still there longer, then they would most likely last forever.

I haven't seen any on her arms. I remember when I first saw her, she had a few scratches, but nothing serious, except on her face, she had one from when she hit the ground.

She had also broken three ribs on her left side. Those had already healed.

I stood in my shower and sighed as the water ran down my back. My shampoo that smelled like coconuts couldn't cheer me up. I knew Elena was staying with Jesy tonight. And I already knew my silent treatment was pushing her away.

But, it still couldn't stop me from hurting. I decided to just go to sleep in my own room tonight.

~Elena~

Jesy was angry with me for asking where Demi was. I just wanted to speak to her, but they wouldn't let me.

I also didn't have a phone, but I knew that I was all over twitter because of the paps at the hospital. I knew Jamie had a phone, but I was afraid to ask if I could contact Demi from it because of what happened at dinner.

Fuck it.

I walked over to what I think I remember to be her door and knocked. I heard 'come in' and I knew I had the correct room.

I opened the door and Jamie was slightly surprised to see me here.

"Do you need something?" She asked sitting up.

"Yeah, I need your help with something, it's a huge favor, but it's really important."

"Okay?" She was still confused.

"Look, Jesy is mad at me because, I asked where Demi was." I explained and her facial features shown that she understood immediately.

"Yeah Jade told me what happened to her," I nodded, trying to get her to continue.

"Basically, Demi is pissed off at them because they didn't treat you right. Demi, however, did show up to the hospital once, she just hasn't been in contact sense." I nodded, trying to process things.

"Do you have her number? I really need to talk to her." I said desperately.

She shook her head. "No, but I'm sure somebody does." She said pulling out her phone. She scrolled down until she seen a number she knew. It read 'Mason'.

"Who that?"

"My friend, she knows Demi's sister Maddy. When Demi came to visit you she stayed for a few weeks, I think. Mason lived next to them, and her and Maddy exchanged number's." She told me. She then pressed the call button.

Mason picked up within the second ring.

"Hello?"

"Mase, I need your help." Jamie spoke to her friend and explained everything. Mason gave Jamie Maddy's number then they ended the call.

"I'm gonna text her first and let her know who it is." She stated.

After a few minutes of waiting a text came back.

"She said she knows who we are, and to call her." I nodded, I was desperate to talk to Demi. I read the time on her alarm and it said 7:57. Thank god it wasn't that late.

Jamie put the phone on speaker and we layed down on her bed, almost looking like two girls calling their crush.

"Hey, this is Jamie and Elena is beside me."

"Hey, I'm guessing you called to try and talk to Demi? Correct?"

"Yes, Elena wants to talk to her." Jamie answered.

"Ok, give me one minute."

We heard her walking a door opening. In the background, I heard 'What do you need?' That was the person I needed to talk to. Maddy didn't say anything, we just heard a confused, 'Hello?'

Jamie handed me the phone and got up, "I'll be downstairs."

I nodded. Then spoke back to Demi, the stupidest thing ever.

"Demi?" I asked.

"Who is this?"

"This is Elena." I sniffed, almost crying because I really missed her.

She gasped, "Lena! I miss you so much!" I could hear her crying. Stressing to get out the words.

I started crying too. We talked for an hour, I explained everything I know and told her what happened earlier. She told me to text her immediately when I get my new phone.

After we said goodbye, Jamie and I decided to watch movies for the night. I discovered we both loved horror movies. So as you may guess, that's what we watched.