heaven → yoo youngjae

⏳ heaven ⏳

a/n : this was written in 2015 and my English was like vvvv awkward

I tried my best in re-editting and proofreading

enjoy!

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I've been always wondering how's life would be if I'm in heaven

because my whole life is a true hell-on-earth.

I hate my life.

Totally.

It sucks and so fucked up.

Bitch, I hate this life.

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I slowly open my eyes as the morning sunlight greets me, lighting up the stuffy private ward. I slowly walk towards the table where my breakfast is served. I settle down and eat everything in a forceful manner.

Life's just as bitter as it is.

My mom left me on the street when I was baby and a CEO of a big company took me in as he and his wife own no child. He was going to make me the heiress.

At first, I thought my life would be better but then, I was diagnosed to have some kind of illness, I dunno.

The doctor said that I only have another six months before I completely lose my vision.

Yes, in six months I'll be blind.

My so-called parents paid the hospital for a private ward for me to spent the whole fucking six months in the hospital. I am now on going a 'training' so that I would be used to blind life haha

Since then, I'm all by myself being a part of the hospital family. They both never pay a visit or even give me a call. So much for having a family.

"Miss Lee?"

I turned, founding the usual nurse assigned with a clipboard is standing by the door.

"Yeah, my medicine. I'm fine. No fever, no cough." I said, already used to daily check ups. She keeps on nodding while scribbling down on the clipboard.

"And, I wanna go outside for a walk today." She nodded and hummed before taking her exit cue. I sigh and snatch my sweater.

I limply walk out of my room. I don't look sick nor feel sick but spending every single moments of life in a hospital is making me sick.

I walk into the elevator followed by two guys in white coat with stripes.

"New interns?" I asked, by judging their coat and that awkward looks on their face, they must be new here.

"Y-Yes." The tall guy answered nervously."Oh hi! I'm one of the fams here." I smiled, assuring them to lessen their nervous.

"You guys better watch out for Mr.Kim, one of the head department. He's a gay." I warned with a hint of teasing, earning laughs from both of them. The elevator stopped at the 7th floor. They bowed and walk away. The doors close back and I straight away press the rooftop button.

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The doors slide open as the strong wind greets me. The wind brushes over my hair as I stretched out my arms, feeling the wind wrapping my whole body.

I spin around and reach for the rails. I looked down at the busy and packed main roads from the rooftop.

My bangs then got blew wildly and I quickly brush it away. I smiled in satiesfaction with this feeling of not being stuffed inside the hospital.