These tears that I never have the courage to cry
The tears that no one ever sees
These moment that I feel so alone, so cold
The moments that can never be shared.
The gaping holes
in the personality
I try to portray
The never ending battle of power
between He and I
Barely conscious
Just gasping for air
Can never say I'm really here
When my mind is always there
Somewhere
Cold...
Where?
I don't know.
All is know is that
Shouting
Is not help
I would rather the darkness
Than to see you
Or her
Or anyone
So used to the dark
That only few can get me out
Those who offer their love to me
Those who know that Love is really free
Those who never shy away from making me feel human
Making me feel love
The goose pimple never go down
They seek the warmth that is never found
All because I'm out of touch
I slowly die.
