It was going great..
She said she loved me, I didn't know what to think or say so I said I love you more..
She wasn't there and I felt empty, incomplete. I realized that I was nothing without her, and my "friends" noticed too.. "Are you okay" "stop being so sad, it's a drag"
Silly, right? Being so attached to someone that is so new in your life.
Maybe it's the thrill, or the change, what is it?
Is it love?
Or is it fake?
My friends online were always there for me, always honest..
But i still felt sad.
She returned, every time she left with quite a story, I loved her stories..
She was so funny, and interesting.
When she left, I had extreme anxiety, and thoughts of her not being okay...
She did bad things to herself when she wasn't around, I wanted to help her, protect her. But one can't save another from themselves.
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Non-FictionA story of heartbreak and depression (WARNING): suicidal statements and other TRIGGERING things