My name is Ruth. I'm nervous about becoming a freshman at Crimson High School. I have lately been watching Mean Girls and if that movie is as close to reality as a high school is, then I'm doomed. You don't know this about me but I'm really shy especially around adults. You don't get it but I feel very uncomfortable talking to adults. I can't be put in front of a teacher and be expected to talk to them I just freeze. I become a popsicle on the sight. I had a best friend in middle school who would talk for me to the teacher but during the summer her dad got a better job offer at Denmark? I'm really not sure actually where but I think it was Denmark.
So for the first time ever i will have to speak up and talk to my teachers and the school staff on my own.
So let me explain how I feel when i need to talk to an adult. So if you have ever seen any of the Charlie Brown movies then you can understand me better, well you know how the adults in the charlie brown movies all you hear are trumpets noises when they talk well thats almost excatly how they sound when they speak to me. I can actually understand the words comming out but tryimg to respond is were nothing gets accomplished. Just like the coyote trying to eat the road runner but never succeeds in the cartoon. I wish I could be more outgoing and have ends less confidence like bugs bunny or be like perry the platypus. My goal will be making friends in high school I will be gald with at least one best friend. I don't really like how my life is. I know its not the worst, compare to others but i really do wish i could at least have caring and loving parents. They had me by mistake and remind me everyday. They don't love because i ruin their lives and had to marry at a young age.
