Mission 58
Kapag biglang namamatay ang ilaw, aasahan ko nang manghihina ang buo kong katawan. To the fact that I can't even stand on my own. Hanggang sa hindi na ako makahinga ng maayos at mawalan ng malay.
Kaya kahit minsan, hindi ko ginustong magtagal sa dilim. Darkness is my weakness, it brings back the pain. Pakiramdam ko ay nakakulong pa din ako sa masikip na cabinet habang naririnig ang impit na pag iyak ng aking ina.
But right now, kinakapa ko ang sarili ko. I can't even feel the weakness brought by this darkness around me.
All my senses are focused to him.
And all I can feel right now is how his lips moves slowly, devouring every part of my face. I think this is very ironic, why I suddenly wish for a long darkness? Because I know, when the lights turned on he will stop.
I don't want him to stop. Yes, I still can't stand on my own but not because of this darkness, it's the way he kissed me. I felt like my knees are about to melt.
"Can someone turned on the lights? Baka nawiwili na ang Ferell na 'yon" hearing my cousin's voice natauhan na ako. Automatiko kong inalis ang pagkakawit ng mga kamay ko sa batok niya at iniharang ko ito sa mga labi ko.
"I think, that's enough Nero" mahinang sabi ko sa kanya.
"-----" wala akong narinig na sagot mula sa kanya. Hindi ko alam kung sadyang part ng pagiging Shokoy ang makakita sa dilim. Alam niyang nakahara ang mga kamay ko kaya mabilis niya itong tinanggal.
He slightly holds my chin to raise my head.
"Nero..bubuhayin na nila ang ilaw" bulong ko sa kanya. But it's too late, I now can feel his breath on my face. Wala na naman siyang pakialam. Baka pagtulungan siya ng dalwa kong pinsan nito. And as expected, nabuhay na nga ilaw. I saw the most gorgeous Dracula with my ruined lipstick on him.
Hindi ko mapigilang hindi mapangiti. How I love his silly tricks in darkness but I love him more with lights. I can see how well defined his features, how his expressive eyes look at me, his well-shaped nose and ofcourse his sensual lips that I felt a million times. Million times huh? That's a bit exagged Florence.
He's just staring at me right now. And I noticed that his lips are quite parted, oh? Parang first time lang ako nakita? Gandang ganda na naman sa akin ang hari ng mga Shokoy.
I felt his hands on my waist tighten. And he even pulled me closer to him.
"Nero, we have audiences"
He slightly tilts his head on left side and he leaned down to reach my left ear.
"You taste like lansones" and I heard him slightly laugh. Lasa na naman akong bunga mula sa kung anong puno!
BINABASA MO ANG
Caught In His Arms (Published Under Pop Fiction)
RomanceFormer title: In the Arms of Five Hot Jerks Ferell Series #1 - Dove She's like a beautiful dove, dressed in white feathers...caught by lies and secrets. Book 1 of Arms Trilogy Covers are not mine, credits to rightful owner.