As I lay here, air being blown on the back of my neck and my ear.
As I lay here, calmly in the frozen silence.
As clouds fall and rocks float in the far distanced skies.
Fog creep on my vision as clouds crash on the ground like tiny nuclear explosions.
With sparkles flashing from the rocks floating under the shining sun, like little diamonds.
As night and day collide, creating those breathtaking sky lines.
I close my eyes and I'm there.
My shoulder cuddling yours with our fingers intertwined and you smiling down on me.
its surreal I can almost smell your cologne mixed with cigarettes.
You never smoked, yet the smell always stuck on you.
And you kissed my temple as I closed my eyes and breathed slowly, savouring your smell.
As a cloud starts gathering up underneath me, taking my body up so fast with it.
I opened my eyes and I can see the ground filled with the little flashy rocks.
I can see the skies filled with floating clouds but mine? Mine kept going up further and further until it felt suffocating and I struggled while slowly closing my eyes.
And I'm there, tracing the veins on your arms with my little finger.
My head on your chest and your chin on my head.
And I'm falling, I fell so fast until I hit the ground with a thud that made me open my eyes inhaling air fast.
As the second passed, I felt numbness all over.
As I stared at the rocks floating back up.
The sky where day and night collided, a beautiful mixture.
Unable to move, paralysed by your presence in my thoughts.
I start to drift away unable to control it.
And this time when I saw you there, you stared deep into my eyes...
Like if they were endless, like if I were endless and so were you and us!!...
We were endless... For a second.
And I shivered.
I opened my eyes trying to escape the metal cuffs that caught my limbs.
I can hear the metal chain crash on the floor, laughing, telling me its hopeless.
I can hear your evil laugh, your stupid jokes and your voice!
The metal rings rawrs again hitting their side rings.
And you laugh even harder.
And I scream.
And I scream.
And I scream.
And your image tears apart in my head.
And your voice dies.
And the metal shatters, disappearing.
Like it was never there.
Like you were never there.
And I just lay here, staring at the sky as the night takes over and the stars glow and its dark and quiet.
- Ash.
