~Tears Of A Broken Doll~ (Hiatus)

~The Accident~

When I was a little girl my mother always told me "Take care of your toys, always treat them kind always treat them with respect for one day they will do the same for you, for if you don't the consequences you shall pay" as a kid I never really understood what she meant by that last part I always took it more as a "Parental threat" meaning if I didn't care of my toys I would get the punishment of either being grounded or getting spanked however it never really came to that at least not with my mother it did, but of course that's what any typical "Normal parent" would do right?

Rather than beat their child for no apparent reason or just because they feel like it, I can honestly say that my mother is the only one I consider calling a parent compared to my father,she is the only one that actually ever gave a shit about me and my well being and close to what I can call a friend a "Best Friend" at that now don't get me wrong I have friends an all at school.......well one friend but she can't be compare with my mother and me not because we think of ourselves to be of higher social status or superior than others but because she wouldn't understand what its like growing up with a drunk abusive father ,unlike my mom she understands me completely what its like, how? because she also grew up with an abusive father then left to marry my Dad only to live through it again until I was born, we've both had to deal with it in silence, now you're probably asking yourself "Well why didn't you guys run away?" or "Did you ever bother to call the cops?" Oh! we tried millions of times! but its kinda hard running away when your father use to be a Cop and the fact he's still buddy buddy with his old police friends who are just as bad as him and dwell in others suffering and torture like my father puts us through everyday comes to show you he's no man.....no friend and certainly no father of mine even if I carry his DNA I REFUSE! to call him that of which he isn't.

All he ever does is drink and hang out with is so called "Friends" until he gets home .....all hell breaks through......the abuse is so bad to the point he no longer sees me and mother as a daughter and wife but as his personal slaves Ha! yeah it's gonna be hard finding a friend that can relate to my situation but now you know why my mother and I can relate. One day we both made a promise that we would never leave each other behind no matter what .....till one day....sh-she had to break our...promise...not because she wanted too but because I told her too....she had gotten into a car accident when her car collided with another car due to the rainy wet road on her way home from the store luckily the other driver was unharmed however she......wasn't so lucky, I was in my carpentry class when I was told about the incident and of course I wasn't allowed to leave school grounds without a parent or guardian and knowing my father he sure as hell wasn't worried or cared enough to take me to see her so I sneaked out when nobody was looking.

When I finally got to see her.....she was covered in bandages and cuts.....yet she was still hanging on dear life just to see me one last time...she could barely talk but it was still clear enough to understand, I held her hand tightly knowing she was in so much pain I couldn't take it anymore, I couldn't stand watching her tears run down her face and how it hurt every time she had to take a breath, I knew she was scared, I knew she didn't want to break our promise and I knew I was being selfish...I didn't want her to go, yet I didn't want her to suffer either so I told her "It's Okay to let go. You don't have to keep fighting anymore I'll be fine mama I promise " I placed her hand on my cheek and ran it down to my lips kissing it softly as I tried to hold in my tears ,I gave her a small smile reassuring her that everything was going to be alright......and that I was going to be fine without her by my side....she gave me a weary smile as a tear ran down the side of her once beautiful face and parted her lips as she said her final words...those words I will never forget. "Happy Birthday (Y/N)....I will always love you and You'll always be my little girl" ( I was crying when I wrote this part :c) hearing those words escape her mouth was like a bullet to the heart in which I responded "And you'll always be my Mommy and Best friend I will always love....." as my tears began to fall down to which I no longer could hold back onto my mothers now lifeless hand...

I really hope you all enjoy this story, this is my first ever Fanfiction and I would really appreciate it if you guys leave nice comments :) (This is and Oc Story however I took the liberty to change the oc to a self insert story so you guys get an idea of what happened to my oc's in her life and feel what its like to be in her shoes btw I'm sorry if the first part made you cry )