First Timers

You can say it was innocent fun you can say it was an unforgivable sin. It happened no way to denie it, theres no turning back i was caught up in the moment. A mixture of drinks, clubbing & teenage fun just living the crazy life molleys, ecstasy, & weed i was living the now. Im too young and naive to even understand it or even explain it. What have i become this wasnt me i just want to drown in my sorrow and forget all about it, i want to stop time and rethink it. You might say im crazy or delirious but i enjoyed it. It was a bond we had body to body, skin to skin it was a rush of sensual feeling. It all happened with a text at 12pm "hey do you want to hangout with my friends and me?" I gave no though to it and responded with a "yes" i dressed up and quietly sneaked out the house. they were outside so i hopped in the back seat "hey you want some liqio?" Eduard said i knoded and he handed over a shot glass and i quickly drinked it. The taste of it was strong i had a sensation of burning in my lip & stomach the liquor was too strong. we made a quick stop at a gas station, there were too cops, "Guys we shouldn't stop here" i said and they responded "calm down is all good". My conscious was bothersome i knew Eduard had weed in his canvas tote bag. They got out the gas station and we left. "want some?" Chris asked me and he handed me a can of Four Loko. Juan was driving and beside was chris, and i was in the back with Eduard. We arrived at the club and we went in. "what do you want to drink" eduard said "cranberry vodka" i answered. The night went on chris and Eduard went and did their thing and they left me alongside juan. After a few drinks i got drunk i loved the feeling of it, it was like a new person that just wanted to be unleashed. I dance with juan on the dance floor and before i knew it Eduard was behind me grabbing my hips and whispering things in my ear. The night went on untill it was time to go. Juan was driving and chris was knocked out asleep. Eduard started flirting with me through out the whole way back home he kissed and touched me so blissfully i was to drunk into my thoughts. "you should stay home with us bebe" Eduard said "alright" i answers i took a peak at my phone it was 4:45 am. "are you hungry bebe? We can stop somewhere to get you something" eduard said "no thanks" i knodded. We arrived at Eduard & chris house "get your shoes bebe" Eduard said as he helped me out the car. I layed in the couche and i undressed and was left in my briefs. Suddenly eduard carried me back to his bed. it started off a simple innocent fun and led to a passionate sensually night. It was my first time, too young and caught up in the act but it felt so exotic i enjoyed it people always say theres a first time for everything and tonight was just one of them night. We both went to sleep and the next day we showered together and played around in the shower. We went out to get something to eat and he drived me back home before i got out the car he hugged me and said "text" i responded "alright, and thanks Eduard" and he smile and said "no problem you're such a cute boy". As he drove off i went in the house and couldn't think nothing more but of that night. Was i crazy? You might say i am but that night was a night that i will never forget.