17 and Pregnant

Chapter 16

Still no school today.

Gladly it is Sunday so I have one more day to go out and be free to we all go back to that hell hole. I was going to relax in my room for most of the day though. So that is exactly what I did. Lilyanna, Marie, Hannah, and I laid in my room watching movies and eating food. We didn't stop doing that until around 2 o clock. I had promised the girls if they had at least 3 A's out of 4 on their report cards I would take them shopping, and they did it so I had to reward them. I didn't have a lot of money left so I just spent the rest that I had. At the mall I took them to their favorite stores, Hannah and Marie pretty much got the same things. They had like 6 jeans each, some shirts, and 2 pairs of shoes. Next weekend was the boys turn. Went and got Lilyanna some things from Carters and then I went into the PINK store yet again. As I was in there looking around I figured I might as well ask them if they're hiring. In which they were. I filled out the application right there on the spot and then I left.  Afterwards I took us to chick fil a only because that is my favorite fast food place in the world. Soon after we went home. 

As soon as we got into the house, I placed my keys on the little key holder next to my door. I still am still a little stuck on what Wayne said yesterday... I am a little bothered.

I mean seriously, you would think he would be happy that I am not pregnant.

I am starting to really feel weird about this whole thing.

Does he want to be a father?

I am not going to beat myself up about this, all I know is I am not pregnant with my second child in high school, and if you ask me. I am starting off damn near good.

I whipped out my book bag and began doing my homework.  I never do homework to be honest. In my opinion it is a waste of time. I mean really didn't I just spend damn near 8 hours of my day learning this crap.

any ways, there is always room for new improvement right?

The first thing I whipped out was my English homework. I have to write two essays after I finish reading this book. Then, since I have been slacking off this whole time... I failed two other essays we were supposed to write so I need to re-write them. I am not a huge fan or doing homework, but let me tell you. I do love to read a little bit.

I will pick up a book so fast and then I wont put it back down till it is done.

That's what y'all be calling a nerd right?

guess I am a nerd.

I began writing the essay.

                "The book we are reading represents a categorical type of writing by the way it is displayed. When something is "Categorical" it is normally based on..."

Yeah, I was stuck. I had no idea what to write afterwards. My phone chimed and I nearly broke my neck trying to look over at it. 

It was Wayne.

I started reading it but then my phone dimmed out. All I remember seeing was "I need to talk to you..." then it just cut off. As bad as I wanted to just be like "yeah, talk to me baby" I kind of already had an idea of what it was about.

I slid off of my bed knocking one of my pillows onto the ground. I turned around and picked it up and placed it gently and neatly atop my bed. I made my way down the steps and I heard Lilyanna whining.

"what's wrong baby?". I asked as I rushed towards her

"I hungwy". she says so softly

I grabbed her hand and she walked over with me to the table. She is already two now and she is walking and talking so much too:)

 She is way to big for a bottle so I reached into the cabinets looking for something to give her. I saw some fruit snacks, a pop tart, some candy and a whole bunch of junk. My baby wasn't going to eat that. I went to the refrigerator and I grabbed some pineapples and gave them to her.  She ran off as she chuckled. 

I don't even know what she found so funny lol.

I sat down and watched some tv with Lilyanna. She kept getting back up and down. I didn't know how to keep up with her. Soon Hannah came running down the steps and she had on some really short shorts and a tank top. She looked kind of grown. 

The girl is only 13.

"woah woah woah" I said looking her up and down

"uhm yes?" she said

"so you think you cute huh?" I said

"I swear you're a hater lol, I am cute" she said

"girl bye" I chuckled

She grabbed lilyanna and started playing with her. I was trying to relax but Wayne texted me out of no where and said he thinks he found an apartment. 

Now I really do not even have an excuse for why we cannot move in together. I am 18 now... Wayne is 18. Lilyanna is almost 3 and wayne and I both have jobs. 

"oo lala... where is this apartment you found?" I sent "It is close to the daycare you be taking Lilyanna and kind of close to your job" He replied "did you check the pricing and all of that?" I sent "nah, I have been trying to wait for us to go together" He replied "Alright, well when are you trying to go?" I sent "I really would like to go now if you want, I have work in an hour" He replied "Damn Wayne, I wanted to come over your house today" I sent "Sorry baby girl, maybe next time" He replied

He told me that he would come get me. I was just fine with that. 

After about 30 minutes of looking at apartments' we came across this two bedroom apartment that was pretty spacious and the kitchen area was nice, there were two bathrooms as well. It was just really attractive. After discovering that apartment, I think I found where we were going to live.