I stood there with my feet planted into the warm sand
You were standing beside me but i felt as if i was alone
Your eyes were focused on the falling sunset instead of on I
And for the first time it was just us two
Instead of us as one
The two of us standing there
What have we done?
What have we done to one another
How can two people be so close in atmosphere yet so far in eachothers hearts?
How can we once be held near and dear to eachother once
To only be separate
And far apart
This distance, this distance is killing us
While there is no longer an us
I cant help but to refer to us as such see there i go again
It hurts to play pretend
To make believe that what we have now is better than what we had then, i dont want to pretend
I dont want to act like we're happy where we are
Because the lies are apparent everyone can see what we've become and our true colors are showing.
We've fallen apart without even knowing.
And now all of the stars that shined for us stopped glowing
And its sad to say that everything we lost wasn't worth owning
How could we give up on us so easily
How could we be so weak to life's game called love?
We tried so hard to cover all of our flaws up but instead the truth uncovered itself like a hand does a glove.
We were dumb to give this love shit a try
And there i go again with this "we"
Shit
I meant I
I was dumb to give this love shit a try and push all of my feelings aside so that our love wouldn't die
Who was i to deny your happiness
Who was i to expect more from you
You could care less
You were so careless
So carefree and left me alone so that you could do your dirt and play your selfish game
And come back home to a good girl say i love you without an ounce of shame
I was the only one who couldn't see you werent down for me like you said you were
You ain't love me like you said you did And you didnt take care of me like you said you would
I wish you the worst in life and no im not knocking on wood because i mean that.
And i dare you to write me
I wont write you back
And if you think you could ever get me back after this you should think twice because the me you thought you new aint nothing nice
And the next man i get, i bet he'll treat me right
He'll bandage all my scars and he'll heel my wounded heart
And i could guarantee you're gonna wish you picked up all the pieces YOU made fall apart
Departure.
