Broken Heart put back together

Part 1:The one I had and the one I lost:
My life had no meaning to it when I lost the one I love. I had hope,dreams, and peace when I first met him. His name was Bruce. When I got to know Bruce a lot better. I end up falling in love with him. I know that was something that I wasn't supposed to do. But I just couldn't help myself. I never had this kind of feeling towards someone like this. He made me feel warm inside. I could never stop thinking about him. We spent every moment together before are next mission. I thought of him as my Black knight in shiny armour. And he thinks of me as his beauty of Sun shine. Oh just thinking about it makes me blush widely. For about 5 years me and Bruce been going on all these missions together and we started dating. A few days in we came upon plate most dangerous mission yet. I didn't know what was going to happen on this mission to Bruce. So I promised on everything that I love and believed in to protect Bruce at all cost. No matter what it takes. We were getting ready for battle. But before the battle could begin my team already lost. I quickly grab ed Bruce's hand and started dashing off running. I never stopped. Unfortunately we met an dead end. When I turned around to go the other way. The enemy had are only exit blocked off. Before I knew it an gun shot went off and Bruce's blood had splattered all over me. I fell to the floor with him not arms and swear ed that they will pay with their lives. And that's exactly what they did. After i went on an out rage my heart was shattered. I lost the only person I really loved and watched him die right their in front of me. I took his body and barred him next to his parents. I gave him a proper barrel. I promised to not fall in love again. Now I know what dad meant when he said don't get to close to him like in love. Now I wish I had listened.