Together

Chapter 2: Remember

Be warned this chapter may contain gore and maybe some swearing and gay/lesbian romance (kind of) so read at your own risk. Otherwise hope you enjoy (:

I ran, for the girl in the woods would not leave my mind. The idea of seeing her again filled me with terror and desire, yet I could not, and would not, ever look upon that face again. Ever.

I didn't understand what it was about her. It was not her stunning beauty that drew me to her, nor the way her eyes lit up when she smiled. It was something else. Something I couldn't understand...

The bitter embrace of the cold gave my limbs a clumsy numbness yet it did not dull the emotions that filled my head. I wasn't going to fall for someone again. Not after last time...

My heart stuttered.

I wouldn't remember, I couldn't.

But I did.

It all came flooding back.

***

I was home, the cool steel of a razor pressed against my skin.

Apply pressure.

Drag across skin.

Repeat.

Pathways of red painted my arm, pleasantly painful. However,  it did nothing to dull what I was feeling. It was an emptiness that filled me, consumed me, yet I was also stuck in a mental state of pain so unbearable, so piercing. It terrified me.

Exhausted, my body, lifeless and ruined, crumpled to the floor. I lay in a ball, tears streaming down my cheeks. She would have stayed strong. She wouldn't have cried. I wanted her to hold me again... The wall I built, I thought it was going to hide the memory of her forever. But this wall was starting to crack, exposing the faintest of memories. A soft touch of lips. Her arms around my broken body...

It was enough to drive me insane.

I'm so sorry that this chapter is really short. My next chapter should be much longer but I thought this would be a good place to end this one. Expect new chapter in 1-2 days   (really sorry for this one being late). Hope you enjoyed :D     GAHHHH IM SO SORRY THE NEXT CHAPTER IS SO LATE IT SHOULD BE UP BY END OF MONDAY!