Sasha's POV
He knew
I grabbed it from him and threw it somewhere. I gave him an anxious smile due to the fact I met him like 5 seconds ago and he knows my ONE of my big secrets. H gave me my inhaler but I'm pretty sure I didn't need it anymore but I used it anyway to diffuse the tension.
"Sooooo..." I whispered
"Why'd you do it?" he questioned me
I couldn't reply I could not tell anyone how I was feeling, if I did I would break down and at the moment it seemed like that was going to happen. I wanted to tell him but there words werent coming out, I could feel tears streaming down my face, I hid my face with my hair but he made me turn to him before I could say anything, he gave me a hug. That was something I've needed all the time. I broke and i couldn't keep it in anymore, it's like someone finally wanted to know whats happening someone actually cares. I told him everything that day, its quite ironic considering I met him that day and he knew my deepest secrets. By the time we finished talking, he stopped and looked at me. He rolled up his arms and there were cuts on his arm as well. So I guess he kinda knows what it feels like before I do it. But this didn't feel right, it was to good to be true. I had finally found someone who cares and KIND OF knows how i feel.
For once in my life i was happy i could smile and that's all because of him, i just couldn't believe any of this was real. I felt really empty and like i was betraying someone like there was a part of me missing but that's when i remember my dad.....
