So this essentially will be a vent story, a kind of therapy if you will. So if you aren't into reading a purely horrible story about different ways of a person being torn apart to the brink of death over and over, please, don't read. I personally know that if you aren't looking for it, you will get super pissed at either characters or me, and I don't need people slagging me off for writing what I want to help me get through stress. I hope it be will at least tolerable. I should post something within the next 2 days.