love is love

chapter one: the tickets

*columbus ohio. summer 2012

"Mom!! One direction is coming to columbus next summer ! " i shouted so full of joy you i felt like bursting into tears. "what would you like me to do about that ?" she said obviously not caring that much. my birthday is october and it was early june. i thought. "early birthday present ?" i said smiling ear ear. "I'lll try "

i ran upstair screaming and jumping for joy. i called up my best. " AMANDA GUESS WHAT ?!" i was so excited i couldn't contain myself,

"oh my gosh, would you quiet down?!"?s She said obviously annoyed with my screaming. " but guess !! come on just guess !"

as the call went on she became more and more annoyed with me. I smiled. " but we might be going to 1D next year !!" she screamed and dropped her phone and i laughed.

the months passed and october came. i was so excited to open tickets on my birthday. Amanda and i talked about it everyday think of new ways meet to meet Niall. i loved him but we could never be... he's straight.

"Caleb , you never know. he could love you. i mean look at yourself your handsome and you have beautiful sweet blue eyes to match your personality " i blushed and shook my head " good luck with harry."

my birthday came. no tickets. i got even more anxious to get those tickets.

"Amanda, there is no way we are going to that concert its not like Niall or any of them would like me.."

i got depressed as the days drew closer to June 18th. "why cant time just slow down and give me the chance to love who i want ?!" the tears rolled down my face. " i just want to be able to love him and have him love me " Amanda hugged me and said " don't worry caleb ill find a way " she was the best friend anyone could have.

chapter two : the concert is near

*columbus ohio, may 2013

The last day of school was drawing near and so was the concert. i still didn't have tickets. "Can you believe one direction will be here?! i mean miles away but right here in our town !" i rolled my eyes and sighed " no i cant believe it " the subject made me feel sick.

"Caleb !! " Amanda yelled for me.

i slowly got up and walked towards her. i was in a mood thanks to her stupidity earlier. " what do you want " she had that look on her face she always gets when she has an idea.

" we ARE going to that concert & we ARE going to meet one direction" i rolled my eyes. and sat across from her.

"what on earth do you mean? Are you insane ? How would we even do that? actually don't answer " i buried my face in my arms knowing perfectly well she planned on telling my anyway. " we are going to the hotel they are staying and we are going yo meet them. i promise it will work and

you will meet Niall !" i walked away and laid on the couch. " great." i said sarcastically

She walked over to me " Caleb lighten up I'm trying to help. Thus plan will work its better than the others." she had come up with so many plans i didn't know how she managed to organize everything and do everything so right. " look i appreciate it but I cant change that he likes girls. i wish i could be curled up in his arms looking into his deep blue arms but i wont be and ill manage." She frowned and left.

The house grew silent and i lifted my head from the couch. All i want is to feel loved and be happy. looking into his beautiful blue eyes in pictures and hearing him talk and sing made me fall in love and now I'm doomed. the depression and loneliness set in and grew stronger. i started crying and cried myself to sleep on the couch.