My Little Secret

Forget About It

I woke up this morning, and I'm dizzy. I wonder where Alex went. He's not in bed, why am I so cold? damn.

I put on his hoodie from last night and go down stairs. "Alex?"

Suddenly he walks up behind me and kisses my cheek while hugging me, "GoodMorning Beautiful"

I laughed and turn around to kiss him. I suddenly hear my mom clear her throat. oops.

"MOM"

"Good Morning Violet, you are so lucky your dad is still asleep" "haha yepp, mom will you exuse me?" I run up to my room, put on some pants and run downstairs to Alex, take his hand and head out the door.

mom: "decided to put pants on...good choice baby"

she walks up to us with her coffee in her hands, kisses me on my forehead and says "have a good day".

........kay........

Alex and I walk outside and go to Jacks house, on our way there I noticed so many little kids playing with their parents and siblings, I bet Katy would have liked that. She use to love going to the park...

"We're here" Alex whispers.

I get out of the car and walk inside the house. Jack comes out of the kitchen...he's naked...

Ummm "mornin' jack"

"shit, good morning guys"

I stand there like "wtf?"

All of a sudden a blonde comes out of Jacks room all sleepy and...slutty.

"Jake hurry up with the wine I'm getting annoyed, who's this?"

she looks at Alex and me and suddenly smiled at Alex.

"Jake wont care if we have a threesome"

Aand I'm pissed off, bitch

"Ya hi, his name is JACK and this one is unavailable, plus why the hell would he want you?! You don't have tits and ur ass is way to minuscule for his hands, if you even know what that means! Go fuck you're ex again and go regret it, AGAIN. Then go let you're dad rape you again and go cry about it to you're ex then fuck him and wake up alone. good bye. The door is right fucking there!"

When she leaves I look over at Jack and Alex and their both look like they just saw a ghost.

"What?" I ask

Then Jack says "well, that was a side I've never seen before"

I look over at Alex and he's just cracking up "ok violet lets have some wine"

I'm pissed off and they want me to have wine? ugh "I need a shower"

as I walk away I yell "Alex hurry up!!!" and I hear him run up the stairs into the bedroom, then the bathroom.

Ok you can guess what happened in there. When we got out I walk up to jack in the kitchen and he gives me a plate of French toast.

When we're done with breakfast we go for a walk in the park. I see all the little kids, so many things are going through my head. I don't know what to do anymore, I'm anxious with all the noise, I don't want to be here anymore, I can't take it, "IM DONE!!!"

I'm running home! I have to be away!! I'm fucking done!!!! Alex runs behind me while jack calls 911, this is so fucking stupid!!! I can't take it anymore!!!!!

I'm going home!! I'm going to wherever I don't remember, where I don't care!!! Dammit I hate this!!!

I see a bright light and all of a sudden...it's dark.