Manan ff... Love Brings Hatred Along...!!

PART-34 I MISSED YOU...!!

Hello readers...!! Here I am with the next part...!! So chalo jaldi jaldi move further with the update because I know it's too much of suspense...!!

HAPPY READING...!!
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They reached nandini's place in no time...! And the view in front of them.... made them blank...!! Nandini was there... but her condition... made them numb...!!

They were standing there... when nandini came to manik walling with her shaky legs... and said...

Nandini: ohh...!! Look... look... who is here...!! ( she said in shaky voice... which made them sure that she was drunk...)

As they heard her all the boys thought what happened to her suddenly... when she was getting better... since all these days...!!

Nandini walked more close to manik... and was about to fall... but he held her by her shoulders... to save her from falling...!! then she balanced herself and came out of his hold...!!

Nandini : I can handle ok...!! No need to come close...!! Huh... what do u think... being all good... good around me...!! Will make me forget everything...!! Haan...!! WHAT U THOUGHT... MESSING MY MIND WITH UR CARE AND CONCERN WILL MAKE ME WEAK...!! U WILL FOLLOW ME... ALL THE TIME AND I WON'T GET TO KNOW...!! THEN U ARE SO SO... WRONG...!!

( Manik was just trying to calm her down by continuously trying to hold her... as he wanted to take her to her room... but she everytime moved back.. not letting him hold her...)

Nandini : (she was saying it all unknowingly...) WHY ARE U DOING THIS...!! CA... CAN'T... U... S... SEE..THA... THAT... U ... U... ARE ... AFF... AFFECTING... ME.. AG... AGAIN....!! WH... Y... CA..CAN'T. ..U JUST.. LEA...LEAVE...ME... A.. ALONE...!! I... I.. TO ...TOLD... U...T...TO.. STAY... AWAY...!! B... BUT... SEE... NOW... WH.. WHEN... U... R.. AROUND... I HA... HAVE.. AGAIN... STARTED... TO... FEEL... THO...THOSE.... STUPID.. EMO.. EMOTIONS..!! I... DON'T.... WANT... TO FEEL... FOR U...!! BUT.... UR... CA... CARE... IS... JUST... MA..MAKING IT... DI.. DIFFICULT... FOR... ME...!! ALL... THESE... YEARS... I ... I... MISSED... BE... BEING... CARED... BY... U...!! I... MISSED... UR CON... CONCERN...!! I MIS... MISSED... U... BEING... A... AROUND...!! I MISSED UR... LO...!! (she stopped abruptly...!! Before she could complete thhe word love...!! Because it's true that she was not in her senses... but even in this state also... she feared to say... love.... she feared to accept his love...!! ) BUT... WH... Y... WILL.... IT... MATTER.... TO... YOU...!! TH...THE... ONLY .... THING... THAT... MATTERED FOR... U ... WERE UR... FRIENDS....!! IT WAS... IT... WAS.... NEVER.... EVER ME...!! IT... IT... HURTS...!! (As she said this... manik lowered his head...!! Because she reminded him... about his mistakes all over again...and seeing her all broken and hurt... was the thing which he didn't evr wanted... she took a pause and then said...) SEE... NOW... IT HAS... STARTED TO HURT... ALSO.... U KNOW... IN THESE TWO... YEARS... NAA... I FELT NOTHING.... SERIOUSLY... NOTHING... BUT... AGAIN THIS HURT FEELING CAME... NOW...!! U KNOW... HOW MUCH I MISSED U...!! WHEN... I USED TO DRINK NA... U CAME TO MY MIND...!! WHILE SLEEPING... UR WORDS WOULD ALWAYS COME IN MY DREAMS...!! OR... I SHOULD SAY... NIGHTMARES...!! I MISSED U... WHEN I WAS ALL ALONE...!! I MISSED U... WHEN... AMMS... LEFT ME...!! I MISSED U... WHEN I CAME HERE... TO GET LOST...!! THEN... EVENTUALLY... ALL THESE FEELINGS STARTED... TO FADE...!! I STOPPED... MISSING.... U...!! I FORGOT... MYSELF...!! I LOST MYSELF... IN THE.... DARKNESS...!!