The Kids He Will Never Know

Chapter 11

Sorry for not updating since forever but here ya go!

1 and 1/2 later
"Ashie! KiKi! Come on babies!" I yelled
Even for 1 year and 1/2 they were smart as fuck. They were already walking and could say a lot of words. If you're wondering where we are going, well.... You guessed it. Vidcon.
I let the boys convince me to come this year. My excuse last year was the kids were too little but now they are big kids. JC picks up KiKi or nugget as the guys call her and Kian picks up Ashie or Cloudy. I'm worried to see Jamie and Haley. They've gotten big and Jamie and Sammy are still together and Haley and Cameron are tighter still. But I have JC, Kingsley and Ashton. 

On the ride to the airport I stalked Jamie's and Haley's Instagrams and Twitters since I blocked them after the fight. When I got on Jamie's Instagram, I saw that her and Sammy.......

"JC. Sammy and Jamie had a baby girl." I say shocked

"For real? When?" He asked
"Wait how do you know?" He questions before I can answer.
"It's on her Instagram!"I said.
"Um princess, how come you never post pics of the twins anywhere?"
"Because I don't want anyone to see the Johnson in them. And that's why I never wanted to go to Vidcon," I said frowning
"It's ok princess you have me and the guys at Vidcon everything will be fine. I promise." He says giving me a kiss
"Okay JC. I'm trusting you but I'm not gonna be an ass. I need to talk to Jamie and Haley." I said
"Yes princess. Me and Kian will take care of the twins. KiKi is a daddy's girl and Ashie loves Uncle Kian." He says as we arrive at the hotel.
"Oh god don't even get her started in Uncle Ki!" I giggled
"Unky Ki?" I hear Kiki ask
"No baby in 2 hours," I said
She pouts but goes back to playing with her Eeyore. She LOVES Eeyore.
"Dada." KiKi says looking up at JC
"Yes nugget." JC says picking up KiKi she giggles and he spins her
"Weeee dada weeeee!!" KiKi yells
"Comes here Ashie." I say
"Mama." He runs to me I pick him up and tickle him
"Moma... stop it.... mama..!" He giggles and yells
"Courtney...?" I look and see....

Jamie. Guess it's now or never. But shit the kids!
"Hey JJ- I mean Jamie," I say stuttering.
"Hi Cork-Courtney," she says equally stuttering.

"Baby Brielle wants you." Sammy says walkin to us with a cute little girl.
"Oh Courtney.." Sammy says
"Hi." I was cut off by KiKi and Ashie
"Mama." They say at the same time
"You had kids.." She says
"Yes I did. KiKi, Ashie what do you want?" I ask them
"Dada." KiKi says
"Come on princess let's go." JC says coming up behind me and picks up Ashie
"Dada." Ashie giggles and I pick up KiKi.
"Mama.." KiKi giggles and we walk off and leave Jamie and Sammy in shock
"Sammy can you take Brielle to go play with Uncle Gilinsky?" Jamie asks
"Mhmm babe see ya soon," he says kissing her cheek.
"Courtney....."
"Jamie....."
"I'm really sorry. 1 for not believing you and 2 for not being there through your pregnancy," Jamie confesses.
"It's okay, I had the boys who couldn't have been any nicer to me. Sorry I wasn't there for you!" I reply
"Skate told us it was all a plan. We don't talk to him anymore. I tried to get in touch with you but you changed your number and blocked us on social media."
"Yeah sorry about that. Wait if Johnson found out why didn't he try to talk to me?"
"Well um he was pissed because you moved onto JC so quickly," she said looking down.
"I first off I didn't become JCs girlfriend till after I found out I was pregnant with Ashton and Kingsley." I say
"I'm sorry I never thought that it was him," she replies.
Before I could speak she talks again.
"Wait, are they Johnson's or JCS?"
"Johnson's....." I say looking down
"Hey princess it's ok." JC says
"I didn't mean to push it hon," Jamie says, and I know she is sincere because she only calls someone hon when she is being true.
"It's fine. Do you think maybe we could forgive and forget?" I ask
She nods smiling.
"I would love that!" She says
"What about hales?" I ask
Before she can answer I hear
"Courtney.... Is that you.?" I look up and see Johnson..
"Shit." I say
"Sit" KiKi copies me
"Kingsley Caylin Marie John do not say that word." I say
"Sowwy mama. Dada hold me." She says to JC she's a demanding little girl
"Mama.." Ashie says
"Yes baby.?" I ask
"Unkle Ki." He whines
"Babe text Kian and tell him his nephew wants him." I say and JC gets his phone out and Jack just stares.
"Umm I uh we better head off. Talk later Jam?"
"Yeah room 302!" She says with a smile
"301!" I say laughing
I wave as I take Ashie's hand and we walk away. JC leaves and I don't know where to. 
I put the twins down for a nap and lay on my bed and cry
Kian comes in after about 15 minutes.
"What's wrong?" He asks
"Jack Johnson is what's wrong!" I start balling harder.
"What about him Sugar?" Ki asks he like a brother to me by now.
"He saw the twins.." I say crying.
"I'm sorry sugar." He says and hugs me
"It's fine Ki. Where's JC." I say wiping the tears off my face
"Um I don't really know! I think he is at a party with some old friends," Kian says carefully.
"Ohhhhhhhhhhh. Why aren't you there?"
"Not my people as much as his. Don't like them. Well I do but Andrea is there and we just broke up so you know how that rolls," he explained.
I heard Ashie crying but before I could get him, Uncky Ki got him.
"UNCKY KI!" Ashie yelled waking his sister
"UNCKY KI I WANT UP!" KiKi yelled
He picked them both up. How did I not fall for Kian? No stop Courtney you love Jack, I mean JC.
JC really went to a party and his girlfriend is crying in the hotel room but I don't want to sound like a clingy girlfriend.
"Kian can you hand me KiKi and her cup and text JC and tell him I said for him to get his you know back here please." I ask
"Come on Court let him chill!" Sam says entering the room
I glare at him and he puts his hands up in surrender.
"Woahhh calm down I mean it's just you have him on a leash 24/7 he needs some space to be a teen not a dad." Sam adds
Kian slaps him, basically reading my mind, and Sam leaves
"He's drunk already don't listen," Kian informs me.
"It's true though," I said quietly.
"Kian can I be alone now?"
He nods after setting Ashie down next to me with his tigger and his cheetah
"Mama where's dada.?" KiKi asks
"With his friends baby girl so back to sleep. You to Ashie." I tell them and they go to sleep I grab my phone and text Kian and have make keep and eye on JC and not to let him drink then I take a pic of my cuddling twins and post on Instagram
'My twins. Kingsley Caylin Marie and Ashton Cloud. Momma loves y'all😘
I got tons of comments like whose are they or how old or they or why haven't we seen them before. I felt bad keeping the twins from the fans but it's what needed to be done to keep Johnson from seeing them. But he saw them so too late
I lock my phone and lay down with my twins and turn the tv on and cry. JC is suppose to be here. Were supposed to be a family. But I get it. He has friends. He has other people in his life that he cares about besides me and the twins. He has priorities besides the twins and myself. But that doesn't mean I don't need him all of the time. I'm too occupied to notice the hotel door had opened.
"I'm a shelfish bitch." I cry
"What?" I look up and see.
Jack Johnson😱

*AUTHORS NOTE*

Hope you guys enjoyed! Sorry it has taken me so long to update! How you loyal fans out there won't hate me and will come back and vote and stuff! Go check out my Sammy Wilk fanfic and my Taylor Caniff one(Which I just finished)

Love you guys

~Jamie