C o l o r

Liar

Erens p.o.v

* 1 month has passed by *

I noticed Levi has gotten paler, since last month and more depressed than usual , I began to worry about him he always told me the same excuse "I'm fine ."

I simply don't believe it ...

He has gotten more ill than before he started to collapse more often  while he has started to paint with me , he has been losing more blood than ever ...
I have started to cry every single night
I don't want anything to happen to him.

My piano , I play it more aggressive  this past month because of Levis health status
I'm more worried than ever.
I have told him to go to a hospital but he hasn't Been answering my calls at all.

I tried to call once more,

Please answer this once I don't care even for a minute call I just want to hear your calming voice once again that soothes me everyday .

No answer from Levi;

I went to visit the hospital, but I had to make him a bento for a welcome back ,

A special one .

I sprayed my cologne on my white cotton shirt Levi gave me ,

"I'm ready"

I rode my bike in the streets of Paris to the hospital . I quickly entered  "excuse me may I see Levi Ackerman ? " I asked the lady in the front office

"Yes he is in the 14th floor by the surgery clinics "
"Thank you !"  I ran to a gift shop I bought balloons ,chocolate and a teddy bear with a red bow tie   With the saying "get better !"

I went to the elevator . I pressed number fourteen hard as I could do I could meet him .

*ding *

*time skip and elevator music enjoy :)*

I ran to the room 43 A which had his name on  it " Levi Ackerman "

I opened the door slowly,  it was all dark the blinds were closed I couldn't see the bright dark eyes anymore

I saw dysphoria all over him 

"How could you Levi with out telling me anything !!"

"The surgery was a tough decision I had a year to have it or not , my choice was to take it ..."

He turned back at the closed blinds and didn't look at me for a while.

I came closer over to him sat on the chair,

I held his hand very tight .

"EREN !!! "

My eyes got all watery I couldn't handle it he was in such pain mentally and physically ....

I put the bento and the bear on the table

Let all the balloons go .

I opened the blinds saw light in this depressing room , I noticed his shirt was all bloody

He told me " please close the blinds"

I was stupid enough and closed it .

I saw the intravenous ( IV)  pump in the corner .

We talked for hours and hours it was actually turning dark outside ....

I didn't want to leave him alone

Before I gave him a kiss on the cheek for a goodbye .... I cried

"Bye for now I'll see you again tomorrow "

"Wait Eren......."

I looked into his eyes with sorrow

Will you commit double suicide with me ?