Ugh! Im so mad! My friend told me that Noah might be placed and a higher grade. A grade higher then 8th is considered high school. Im gonna miss him like HELL! I really thought this year would be the year I told em I liked em and he told me he like me. But if he really does get placed in a higher grade. It's like all the thoughts and dreams I had of my 8th grade year with him in it won't ever happen. Ugh! Im sitting thinking of what it would have been like to go with the guy ive liked for like ever! But who knows if that's ever gonna happen. My best friend has liked her bf just as long as ive liked Noah. And she is still going out with him. Ugh! I cant keep writing this chapter. If I do I might just cry.